讲钱伤感情~真的很无言

我已没人和我谈心事了 ... 只好在这发泄

“好朋友” .... 平时一通电话都懒得打给我，有事需要我出钱就一天可以五六通电话的打

朋友生日 ... 说什么一定要请 一年一次罢了 .... 没钱都去左拼右拼都要找到钱

朋友生日 ... 说什么 一定要送礼物 ....

就找我出钱 ....

我生日时说没钱 .... 不好意思，忙着考试 ... 改天补给你 ....

补到大西洋去了，每个人都遗忘了这件事 ....

我说了要礼物就说：不好意思，我最近好穷 .....

我的心 真的好冷 .... 冷到冰了吧

我不是很想去计较 .... 不过他们真的就是这样, 我能如何 ?

我没力气去计较什么 .... 废话一大堆 ....

决定了

既然我都不懂爱

我也懒的去明白

现在的我，必须好好管理我的钱包啊！

must have financial planning

1st requirement - cannot be greedy

突然

突然的我
好想问我
究竟我是
喜欢她的
什么东西
什么事情

而我自己
却答不出

此刻的悲伤
此时的寂寞

真的让我
无法捉摸

im tired

i noe i ain't suppose owes mourning bout im tired ....

but im reli trying hard to maintain all ..... my brotherhood friendship & my sista side friendship .... somehow ... someone dun like me doing so .... as resulted .... im turned into the refrigerator by someone .... my heart reli ache everytime when i think bout it .... im jus reli tired ....

我曾以你为我中心，
而你却无视我的存在 ....
我不明白你想如何 ....
但我累了 ....
这是真的累了

Either stay or leave .....

起初只是朋友

坐在窗边看夜景
等着黎明的来临
夜空布满了星星
仿佛点燃着你的名
曾经拥有的回忆
是否会像颗流星
光芒绚丽划过天际
消失后毫无痕迹
起初只是朋友而已
这个故事谁不熟悉
美丽的结局我不敢肯定
等待你的回应
以后是否能再继续
这份感情若带给你恐惧
我宁愿隐藏在心底
在这一夜我没有睡
一直后悔为何要把自己说清
万一只是万一
我就会一瞬间
完全失去你

Wanna say : 你不知道的事

I - Me - Myself

I am starting to get tired already with ... all this

Maybe just because i too believed in Fairytales would come truth one day ...

This all is just imagination ....

I am just very tired ......

Letting ppl monitor my emotion & feeling ...

Being single is also very enjoying rather than keep liking a person meanwhile i noe im jus like a stupiak ..... ?

just

i just wanna said i really miss you ....

almost all the things u taught me .... i remember ...

u taught me how it felt like when we are missing someone ....

and now im really missing u .... deeply ...

our life is too short ..... so i just have to spent my time to know u better ...

my only private space ......

can i request for one thing ? whenever i helped u or do anything for u .... pls dun say thanks .... cuz it reli hurts ...

until 2dae then i found out .... why i felt hurt whenever she say thanks .... maybe tat is bcuz wht i want is not a thanks ....

frankly speaking, im a kind of person tat wont do things tat resulted zero to me one ..
at least tat wht i think of myself ....

somehow ... when it come to her ... all things changed ... my attitude ... my behavior
example normally i owes scold rude words in my chatting .... but whenever im wif her, it seem quite impossible for me to say any rude word ....

my mood .... is decided by her every word .... every action .... every glances ....

if she say hi ~ im veri happy
if she say bye ~ my heart dropped ...

i never knew hw it felt like of missing a person ....
when i gettin to know tat i nt goin to heard any news from her for weeks ....
unable to see her face ..... heard her voice .... anything anything from her ...
my heart is shivering cuz im scared .... i also duno wht i scare bout ...

im ugly .... im fat .... im disgusting ....

but yet i guess i have the right to like someone i reli liked , right ?

my life is been like my usual life until she stepped in .... the images was like a film ..... flowing from the day i knew her existence ..... smk chung hua ...... until we happen to met each other and sit together eating pizza during form 5 ... i never reli noticed she .... until the day we met again in college .... everything was so different ... the feeling .... the way it flow ... it's amazing ....

but still the stories go on ....

phew ..... i feel relieved after ojibala here .....

places where only me can express my feeling freely

sometimes i really wish she dun be so independent .... So tat i able stay beside her silently .... Lols im happy tat im still here by ur side

Know

Sometimes we just wish to know more things about someone .... like usual day experience and their planning etc .... but somehow knowing too much make me feel quite headache also because i tempt to care too much things like that even though i am just an ordinary friend to her ....

eh even though are very good colleague .... 3 guy 1 gal in 1 room is really....

can i go with u @@ ? zzzzzz

STOP THINKING DUDE

i can feel it

i can feel my presence doesn't make she any happier .... mostly more pressure ...

guess it's time for me to retreat from her life .... bit by bit .... 0 connection ..

sometimes

有时候真的不知道该哭还是该笑 .....

yesterday i just wanna said " today you are extraordinary beautiful without those make-up " , you seem to be the most purify and beautiful angel ..... in my depth heart ....

Hmm ......

Frankly speaking, i really don't know how to like or love a person properly ....
It's been years i guess, since i found out that i liked that person ....

现在的我

不知这样的喜欢会持续多少久

不知我何时才能停止这些感觉

I only know that i am unable to stop thinking about her everyday ....

All i can do is stay aside from her view ...

Keep updated her news & silently looking at her ....

Maybe just because i never truly love one before causing me devoting almost everything

Well .... not really everything, because i am 1st timer, i was able to hold back 20%

using gaming time & hanging out with friends to spend my time ...

I still remember ones said: " don't love someone because you are lonely, love because you need them desperately."

Somehow i don't really understand those phrases ...

EXample: when most of the times i was talking about how to slim down, most of my friends said yea you should do it, it's good for your health and bla bla bla

Meanwhile she would always said: " You are who you are, don't try to make changes on yourself just because of others."

Does she means i should not change my present looks & attitude just because of her?

I don't really get what gals means sometimes, it's quite troubling me ...

Aiks .. Aiks .... I really don't know what to do already ....

Kinda hoping this year gonna be a good year for me, don't know why so many changes happen within my old friends ... Connection seem to be lost ... Perhaps misunderstanding occurs but both remain silent & lets it be ....

I wished that this year my birthday gonna be a bit different ...

Wish to be very very meaningful to me ....

I expect something to happen or someone .... xxx

i just wanna sing :

我真的真的好想你

却不知该如何表达

只好把这份深情

埋藏在我的心底

也许我不够成熟

也许我不够爱你

也许我们没缘分

。。。。。。。。

Sometimes

Sometimes life is just very tiring ..... until i wanna find someone to speak with ..

when i look into my hp ... i jus realized there nt much friends which i can speak

with, the one tat im willing to share all my feeling and things happen on me & around

me ... maybe are jus nt interested in listening it .... which make me dun even bother

to find her .....

Time passby .... hoping i could forget her is jus becoming kinda impossible ....

as everyday i will try to get know more bout her news and sort on ...

hoping i could help her out no matter in wht kind of things .....

Tis things is kinda blind i think ..... cuz we willin to do things without hoping

anything in return .... am i Blind nw ?

@@

no matter how hard i try to avoid .... no matter how far i try to run away ..... when you suddenly pop out .... the feeling is owes there ....

maybe im jus too noob to knw how to chase a gal properly .... might as well do everything according to my feeeling

hope it feel better for both of us ....

Step Up 3 is AWESOME

the music is cool

the daNce is cool

the ActorS is cool

the movie is so cool ^^

I Guess ... ?

Has the time arrive for me to give up everything i hold on for so long ?

I started to feel very tired & exhausted .....

Im collapsing ..... & there is nobody there for me ....

but only on my own .... myself .... alone ....

最近的我

最近的我

随心的染了头发

随心买了水晶手链

随心买了新的眼镜

每天都玩一玩on9游戏

但好像这样的我的生活很空虚 ......

真的好久好久没和她谈天了 ....

总觉得距离越来越遥远 ....

认真的喜欢上一个人 固然是很甜蜜 开心 容易

要去把她抽出你心中 确实一个 mission impossible .....

这过程也许会非常痛苦 但 the show must go on .....

可笑的是我 .... 应该很难放下吧?

要放弃一个自己已偷偷喜欢两年多了的一个人 ....

难怪有很多“过来人”总说别爱的太认真

[突然好想唱]

多少缘份 才有可能
要多认真才能 爱得没有疑问
爱要爱到八分 请留给自已两分
亲爱的 这样的爱才能爱得完整
我爱你的天真 爱你的眼神
我要我是你能相信的人
爱要爱到八分 请留给自已两分
亲爱的 这样的爱才能爱得完整
我爱你的天真 爱你眼神
我要我们的爱幸福十分

我 空虚的心 有谁可以来填满 ？

How Long Has It Been ?

有种说不出的思念

想说却不敢表达的

Lyrics

却说不出你爱我的原因
却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情
却说不出在什么场合曾让你动心
说不出离开的原因

The Last Airbender

well ... well .... well ...

it's ord 2 day since i got contact with her ..... how come i feel like it been weeks edi =.= when it's onli 2 days .... oh boy tis feeling is reli kinda torturing leh ...
until nw all i can onli said is i liked her and the feeling is quite right when im with her and i reli duno wht is love like ..... ? im a moron, isn't it ? reli funny sia

anyway .... after i bought my god d4mn rm800 specs ~ now im aiming for my next target ~ SATIO ~ HP ~ IM COMING FOR U AH ..... WAIT ME BEAUTY ~~

lols ......

jus wanna ask all my dear friends ... how u guys doin lately ?

My Life

My life has owes been so empty until u stepped in my life as a friend ....

My life has never been so fulfilled with ones memories ......

I jus wanna said that i really miss u tis few day when u not around ....

It make me felt hw lonely i could be without ur existence ....

Even though i noe tat im nuthin more but a person walk by ur life only ....

最幸福的一句話 <我寫>

也許你最想要的東西我給不了

但我卻能給你我的百分百的愛

诶 可不可以买你的不快乐

我懂了

有時候話不用說的太多
有真心去感受就可以了

體驗過了﹐就是不一樣

好喜歡這感覺 就是喜歡[你][你]

Understand

i started to understand the feeling of trying to forget someone is really harder than you can even imagine ... when at the beginning, if you devoted too much into it, already destiny u gonna be the one who get hurt ....

As most peoples said .... the more u devoted in the relationship ..... the more deep u get hurt ..

But if i got chance ... i still rather to devote serious in one relationship ... cause this is our life .... be it or give it

你知道嗎﹖

在我最痛苦的時候 ....

特別的想念你

你知不知道嗎﹖

what am i waiting for ?

is love born to be selfish or what ?

i am also nt sure wht im doin nw edi

lying on bed ....

waiting for a msg tat would never come ....

waiting for a phone call tat would never come ....

thinking things tat in my imagination ....

im tired & exhausted yet refuse to give up ....

what am i so stubborn bout this ?

* sorry that i cannot keep my promise .....

duno why i jus wanna stare at fb .... waitin to see her status changed to offline then i can go for sleep ..... like an idiot .....

pls giv me chances to CRY LIKE A BABY , pls .....

STUDY !!! EXAM !!!

Gonna start study now ~

No more blogging for the followin week !!!

Summer's Desire 泡沫之夏

好多好多 .....

有时真的好想告诉你我有很多话想和你说 ...
但遇见你时却什么也说不出来也想不起来 ...

我到底在说些什么 ....

i been thinking ....

i been thinking whether i am missing you
because i am lonely or it is because i been
missing you make me more lonely ....

after thinkin for nite .....

i come out with an answer ...

i been missing you all the time & tis make me more lonely ....

[你][你]

如果很爱，很爱过一个人。
就算以后不能够在一起也觉得无悔。
因为能够认识对方已经是一生中最美好的缘分。

可是真的好想好好去爱你 .....

勇敢的尝试

现在开始，我尽量每一天的三餐，其中一餐必须有菜 ！！！

dreaming .....

long time ago when i start realizing i have been dreaming .... i found out most of my dream related to ym daily routine .... it was like most things happen around me appear in my dream days before it really happen ....

but lately my dream has become quite ridiculous .... i started to dream bout someone tat i tot i will never dream bout ..... the dream was quite sweet, i dream that she accepted me & we were having such a beautiful moment together ... but in reality ... bck few weeks she rejected me but im still happy tat we are friends tat is as close as before i said those word .... duno why i dun feel as sad or painful sometimes now but jus a bit sweetener in ny life .... as like to enlighten my life and makin it better eventhough it's nt perfect

Please Don't

请不要不开心

应为我会难过

看见这样的你

感觉你的感受

让我无比心疼

The Best of Me

Bingo ....

Missing You .....

Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.

Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure, if I knew you were missing me too.

有时总觉得我的脑袋没有很清醒 .....
反而心的感觉是那么的真实 ...

潜意识有可能是骗人的 ....
但心的感觉总骗不了的 ....

没有她的这一天

总想发一个短信给她，又怕打扰她平静的生活 .....
却总是很想很想念她，只好默默的听着音乐 ....

Question & Answer

My friends asked me whether it is worth doin everything tat im doin rite now ?
I answered : it's nt like everything can be measure ..... i onli doin tat cuz it make me feel better & happier ....why bother bout the result meanwhile i can enjoy the process .....

Liked * Hope can hang out with her more ....... Jus like friends havin fun ><

Jus Liked XxX .....

I guess so ....

你知道喜欢一个人和爱一个人之间的区别吗？

-如果你(爱)一个人，那么当你站在这个人面前，你的心跳会加速，当你与你爱的人四目叫投，你会感到害羞。

-但是当你在你(喜欢)的人的面前，你会感到开心，当你与你喜欢的人四目叫投，你只会微笑。

-当你和你(爱)的人说话，你会感到难以启齿，当你爱的人哭，你会陪她（他）一起哭。

-当你和你(喜欢)的人对话，你可以畅所欲言，当你喜欢的人哭，你会巧妙的安慰她。

当你不想再(爱)一个人，你要闭上眼睛并忍住泪水 & 当你不想在(喜欢)一个人，你只要掩住双耳




看来我是真的喜欢罢了 ..... 什么是真爱呢?

对的人将会在对的时间，对的地方.出现吗?


eventhough i might not really in love with you now but only liked you .....

but it seem like life is incomplete without you by my side ...... loneliness is eating over me ...

Morning .....

Tis morning early at 8am i went out for jogging ..... along the path, i met quite numbers of ppl i noe .... like my customer in vision ..... my ex-school bus driver uncle ... feeling like hopeless when jogging along the road .... listening the emo song i loved lately ...

after 1 hour .... i went to the basketball court nearby my home to play a bit basketball ... i met a stupid dog keep tailing me ..... sianz chin ....

Along my day tis morning ... im tryin to make myself exhausted so i wont keep thinkin so much ... when im jogging .. i can really forget all things .... but once i stop i can feel my heartbeat .... and my heart is aching ... my heart is crying ...
maybe im jus really to weak for everything ...

But still ... im very very and very much happier tat i able to see her smile .... nevertheless is jus a tiny smile inside class ..... jus wish she is happier everyday ...

I need tis ......

誠實地想你

李霄云 - 沉淀MV

A Great Day .....

Last nite around 11.30pm my friend called me out for basketball .... Played around 1 hours plus, quite enjoy it ! haha ! cuz i score quite a lots last nite .... kakaaaaa

2dae morning i go to play badminton wif few of my old friends ..... very tiring but i enjoyed it as well .... cuz the feeling is jus great !

2dae afternoon i went for "swimming" at eastwood there .... we never know we can go there for swimming leh .... quite cheap as well , onli rm5 since we are still student ^^ we ever met "four legged snake" at there leh .... All of us staring at the snake swimming around in the pool LOLs ....

Bruce Like This

我要的~ 是个永远都不会说 “没关系，你去找他好了” 的人，把你爱的人推给他人的人，不值得去爱。我要的~是个永远都不会说 “祝你幸福的人”，竟然你没能力给她幸福，还有谁能呢？我要的~ 是个永远都不会说 “对不起” 的人，做错了就改，不是每一句对不起都能换来一句没关系。我要的~ 不是只懂得说 “我爱你”的人，会说的同时也要会做，少了行动上的字，太肤浅了。

Only Love You .....

偶然看到

XXX: 离开你，或许会让你好过一点...
有一种爱，明知无前路，心却早已收不回来。
常常的想起你可你却不在我身边 ,
每一次我为你流泪的时候不知道你是不是在想我？

在错的时间，遇上对的人真的很让人痛心 .......
心真的好疲累 .... 不知还能支撑多久 .....

每一天相见，却要当什么也没发生过真的好累

是真的真的很累了 .... 做什么事也没心了 ....

唯一可以做的就是 .... 继续麻痹自己的心 ....

MayBe

也许就如他人所说的，我并没有想像中那么喜欢她。
就在她婉转的拒绝了我后，我也只不过心痛了几天罢了 ....
也许也只不过好几个几天罢了 ....

也许我也没有想象中那么了解她，
可是当知道她的开心都是伪装的，
我的心又痛了几下而眼泪流不出，
只痛恨自己无法给她带来真正的快乐和释放 ......

What Can I do

Just to Make You Happier ?

又一个夜晚

每当听歌时，心都会莫名的痛 ..... 也许最近听的歌都好悲情吧 .....
有许多朋友关心我，可我最想关心我的那一个却从不关心 .... 心真的好痛

难道真的如他人所说的，我并没想象中那么喜欢她?
难不成没常常和她传信息，没常常和她讲电话，
可是每当很想她，都会去载她出来谈天 ......
这是没那么喜欢嘛？

那么为何每到夜晚，我的心都在莫名的抽痛 .....
白天时，必须装做什么都没发生过，继续做好朋友 ....
夜晚时，都会偷偷想一想她，我的心会躲在角落，哭一哭，痛一痛

真的被那首歌讲中，爱与不爱都让人很心痛 .....

Y2J神木與瞳-寬恕MV

爱与不爱 -Will 黄威尔

天天一起看海
脱离现实的存在
我们牵手拥抱
填满了空白 很愉快
和你一起计划将来
做你最好的依赖
但未来没有来
打算打不开
沉默暗示你不想等待

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
我们都无话可说
有过多少快乐
就有多少痛
都在揪着 woh woh
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
不要松开我的手
故事走到最后
也许还没最后
不要带走 你的天空

*爱与不爱~黄威尔*

爱情已被现实摔坏
痕迹都留不下来
我们像是小孩
现在才明白
眼泪诉说你想要离开

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
我们都无话可说
有过多少快乐
就有多少痛
都在揪着 woh woh~
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
不要松开我的手 oh~
故事走到最后
也许还没最后
不要带走 你的天空

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
我们都无话可说
有过多少快乐
就有多少痛
都在揪着 woh woh~
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
不要松开我的手 oh~
故事走到最后
也许还没最后
不要带走 你的天空

“心”希望

看到她post上一段影片，仿佛述说着她根本忘不了他 ....
我的心真的很痛，想哭却痛到哭不出 .....
一半是心疼她,一半是妒忌他 。。。。。

但我最终的希望还是看见她的微笑 ....
所以选择安静的等待 ....
躲在角落边偷偷哭泣 .....
毕竟我也没什么输不起 ....

只是困惑着我能如何为她的天空填满彩色的幸 .....

28/6/10

刚回到家 .... 忽然间有无名的空虚侵入我的内心,让我感觉到无比的孤独 ..... 喝了点酒,却一点开心的感觉都没有,只察觉到一些些被抗拒的感觉,此时心再次的疼痛,但就是放不下所以选择继续的等待 ..... 此时听着张栋粱的“低调” ......

我的悲伤是如此低调
傻子才会哭闹 就算你发现也好
我想你一定会选择 假装不知道


*我很迟钝但我还是发现了真真的喜欢一个人，不该为她带来不必要的麻烦 .....
我了解了 ..... 却只能说一句“对不起” .....

寻找我的勇气

爱你是我的责任，
疼你是我的义务，
想你是我的权力，
梦你是我的快乐。

为何衰事接二连三的飞向我！！！

第一
食物中毒-已经泻了四天了，还是没好转！

第二
昨天和前同事开了几个玩笑，她却当我人生攻击，在侮辱她！在脸书大骂特骂，然后再delete我......

第三
今早突然有同事sms来说记得来做工，明明今天不是我值班！却说了一大堆有的没的！说我告诉她今天没上课代表同意OT..... WALAU EH ! 用自己的standard来衡量我说的意思！我还记得当天出了临时的时间表上每个人的名字旁都有写OT，而我的名字在上面却没写OT，鬼懂这代表我需要OT!他妈的！

第四
明天要考试了而我还没开始读啊！

死定了！！！！

现在的我

从我刚回到美里时，我一直天真得以为我有机会追求一个我自认很喜欢的人..... 发梦了这么久，我也终于清醒了。
现在的我也该认清自己的方向，好好读完这两年开始赚钱。现在的我，早上打工，晚上读书，我对我自己有一定的期望和信心，绝对会闯过这些obstacles.记得我听过这么一句话“Obstacles are only the stepping stone towards the success."

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GO GO BRUCE LEE ROCKS !!!!!!!

很想说

幸福是需要自己去争取的
可惜我没那份勇气去追求

无奈的感觉
天真的发呆
痴痴的想念
静静的mute

我的心情随着音乐起伏
我的心跳紧贴着呼吸声

唯独我的真心躲在一角
默默的静静的流下眼泪

符合心情

如果超人会飞(超人会飞)
那就让我在空中停一停歇(停一停歇)
再次俯瞰这个世界 会让我觉得好一些
拯救地球好累(地球好累)
虽然有些疲惫但我还是会(我还是会)
不要问我哭过了没 因为超人不能流眼泪


我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样
我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨
我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方
你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长
我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样
总是远远关心远远分享


有一种难过在你眼里才有
看著我走的时候

心里有个地方 关了起来疗伤
那里不需要月光


如何谢谢每一天的浪漫
心疼我 想我当成习惯就那么简单


天亮了 雨下了 你走了
清楚了 我爱的 遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放 放不掉 泪在飘
你看看 你看看 看不到
我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到

Is Future Available ?

Meantime the only things i wanna know is whether my future can be as bright as my mind ?

Never Judge Book by its Cover

Touching ... Sad

Untitled

现在是凌晨四点

近这两个礼拜，我没法像往常十二点入睡了。习惯看戏看到凌晨，习惯玩线上游戏到凌晨，有时就躺在床上，陶醉于音乐当中。也发现了好多东西，以前的我好喜欢喝酒，但今天的我竟然拒绝喝酒叻！有够奇怪。。。也许酒是在适当的心情下喝，感觉会格外良好吧！眼看新年就快到了，但就是没那心情。。。希望我的转折点赶快到啊 ~~


* 有时候真希望幸福是多么简单的事

有时候真希望能和喜欢的人在一起

但往往事情总没那么完美无缺的啊！

不知。。。从何

不知从何时，我开始习惯不用睡觉。。。近来生活国的有点废，自从吉隆坡回来后，重新设定自己的目标和将来，觉得好累，真的好累，一半是要面对向亲朋好友的追问，为什么回来。。。我也很累的一直解释个不停。有时真的觉得为了面子想继续留在吉隆坡读书，但我被一位朋友点醒了，不该为面子的事而把自己的将来玩。这两个星期，我迟睡<大概早上三点钟>迟醒<大概十一点钟>。一整天做的事就是吃喝玩乐，沉迷于打online game ....有时候还想问问自己到底在干嘛，时间过去了就不会回来，我干嘛还在这浪费光阴呢？真的搞不透我自己.....

悄悄话 - Suki 刘纾妤

在巴士也能这样叻！

本人，至今只看过两次live演出的亲热戏码。头一次是在美里的公园，在公共图书馆附近的那个啊！看到了一对情侣在长凳上都可以“搞”起来叻！真是xxx ! 还好不是华人 。。。这些人真奇怪，这么喜欢在公开场所“搞”！今天的我，没什么事做，就走到 Mid Valley 逛逛 ... 看看美女，哈哈哈！还不错一下！不过没什么收获 .... 就买了件两件t-shirt ... 在回宿舍的路程中，我搭大学的巴士...在巴士上我竟然看到这事.... =.= 就在我旁边有一对情侣，应该是indian if nt wrong ... 我看着他们”搞“了起来 .... nt consider makin out la ..... 我只是看见那女的安静的躺在座位上，而那个男的突然间就亲她了...过后开始挑逗她的胸部....后来我还看见他翻起来那女的胸罩！！！WAKAO .... 如果真的这么饥渴的话就Z找间房搞啦！！就死在我坐在他们旁边罢了！

有意义的礼物

Erm .. 看我样子也知道我并不喜欢看书的，而事实上我也并不热爱看书。 但自从中学时期的一位知己送了我一本书。 看了过后觉得满不错的嘛！有时候有空闲的时间，拿起一本<认为好看的>书，看一看，读一读 ...... 也是一件蛮愉快的事吧！从此之后，我个人也买了两三本的书来看。 都是一些小小的故事，大大的道理 ~ 之后开始了打工的生活也就慢慢的疏远我爱的书了。



现在，我即将到Seremban去further my studies。我的那位知己送我一本书，好让我在闷的时候打发一些时间。 毕竟我将去的那个地方离开市区有一段距离，并不会太常出去。 今天我感到好xxx，也不知该怎么说，匆匆忙忙的离开美里，来不及和所有朋友聚会。总感觉到有点失落。 但一想到过年期间会回美里再度疯狂，让我非常的期待！

希望能很快认识多一些新的朋友，展开新的生活！
旧朋友们！读书的学业猛进！做工的事业发达！

*希望我的roommate会是个好人咯！