Saturday, July 31, 2010

你知道嗎﹖

在我最痛苦的時候 ....

特別的想念你

你知不知道嗎﹖

Thursday, July 29, 2010

what am i waiting for ?

is love born to be selfish or what ?

i am also nt sure wht im doin nw edi

lying on bed ....

waiting for a msg tat would never come ....

waiting for a phone call tat would never come ....

thinking things tat in my imagination ....

im tired & exhausted yet refuse to give up ....

what am i so stubborn bout this ?

* sorry that i cannot keep my promise .....

duno why i jus wanna stare at fb .... waitin to see her status changed to offline then i can go for sleep ..... like an idiot .....

pls giv me chances to CRY LIKE A BABY , pls .....

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

STUDY !!! EXAM !!!



Gonna start study now ~

No more blogging for the followin week !!!

Monday, July 26, 2010

Summer's Desire 泡沫之夏

好多好多 .....

有时真的好想告诉你我有很多话想和你说 ...
但遇见你时却什么也说不出来也想不起来 ...

我到底在说些什么 ....

Sunday, July 25, 2010

i been thinking ....

i been thinking whether i am missing you
because i am lonely or it is because i been
missing you make me more lonely ....

after thinkin for nite .....

i come out with an answer ...

i been missing you all the time & tis make me more lonely ....

Friday, July 23, 2010

[你][你]

如果很爱,很爱过一个人。
就算以后不能够在一起也觉得无悔。
因为能够认识对方已经是一生中最美好的缘分。

可是真的好想好好去爱你 .....

勇敢的尝试

现在开始,我尽量每一天的三餐,其中一餐必须有菜 !!!

dreaming .....

long time ago when i start realizing i have been dreaming .... i found out most of my dream related to ym daily routine .... it was like most things happen around me appear in my dream days before it really happen ....

but lately my dream has become quite ridiculous .... i started to dream bout someone tat i tot i will never dream bout ..... the dream was quite sweet, i dream that she accepted me & we were having such a beautiful moment together ... but in reality ... bck few weeks she rejected me but im still happy tat we are friends tat is as close as before i said those word .... duno why i dun feel as sad or painful sometimes now but jus a bit sweetener in ny life .... as like to enlighten my life and makin it better eventhough it's nt perfect

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Please Don't

请不要不开心

应为我会难过

看见这样的你

感觉你的感受

让我无比心疼

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Missing You .....

Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.

Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure, if I knew you were missing me too.

有时总觉得我的脑袋没有很清醒 .....
反而心的感觉是那么的真实 ...

潜意识有可能是骗人的 ....
但心的感觉总骗不了的 ....

没有她的这一天



总想发一个短信给她,又怕打扰她平静的生活 .....
却总是很想很想念她,只好默默的听着音乐 ....

Friday, July 16, 2010

Question & Answer

My friends asked me whether it is worth doin everything tat im doin rite now ?
I answered : it's nt like everything can be measure ..... i onli doin tat cuz it make me feel better & happier ....why bother bout the result meanwhile i can enjoy the process .....

Liked * Hope can hang out with her more ....... Jus like friends havin fun ><

Jus Liked XxX .....

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

I guess so ....

你知道喜欢一个人和爱一个人之间的区别吗?

-如果你(爱)一个人,那么当你站在这个人面前,你的心跳会加速,当你与你爱的人四目叫投,你会感到害羞。

-但是当你在你(喜欢)的人的面前,你会感到开心,当你与你喜欢的人四目叫投,你只会微笑。

-当你和你(爱)的人说话,你会感到难以启齿,当你爱的人哭,你会陪她(他)一起哭。

-当你和你(喜欢)的人对话,你可以畅所欲言,当你喜欢的人哭,你会巧妙的安慰她。

当你不想再(爱)一个人,你要闭上眼睛并忍住泪水 & 当你不想在(喜欢)一个人,你只要掩住双耳




看来我是真的喜欢罢了 ..... 什么是真爱呢?

对的人将会在对的时间,对的地方.出现吗?


eventhough i might not really in love with you now but only liked you .....

but it seem like life is incomplete without you by my side ...... loneliness is eating over me ...

Monday, July 12, 2010

Morning .....




Tis morning early at 8am i went out for jogging ..... along the path, i met quite numbers of ppl i noe .... like my customer in vision ..... my ex-school bus driver uncle ... feeling like hopeless when jogging along the road .... listening the emo song i loved lately ...

after 1 hour .... i went to the basketball court nearby my home to play a bit basketball ... i met a stupid dog keep tailing me ..... sianz chin ....

Along my day tis morning ... im tryin to make myself exhausted so i wont keep thinkin so much ... when im jogging .. i can really forget all things .... but once i stop i can feel my heartbeat .... and my heart is aching ... my heart is crying ...
maybe im jus really to weak for everything ...

But still ... im very very and very much happier tat i able to see her smile .... nevertheless is jus a tiny smile inside class ..... jus wish she is happier everyday ...


I need tis ......

Sunday, July 11, 2010

誠實地想你

李霄云 - 沉淀MV

A Great Day .....

Last nite around 11.30pm my friend called me out for basketball .... Played around 1 hours plus, quite enjoy it ! haha ! cuz i score quite a lots last nite .... kakaaaaa

2dae morning i go to play badminton wif few of my old friends ..... very tiring but i enjoyed it as well .... cuz the feeling is jus great !

2dae afternoon i went for "swimming" at eastwood there .... we never know we can go there for swimming leh .... quite cheap as well , onli rm5 since we are still student ^^ we ever met "four legged snake" at there leh .... All of us staring at the snake swimming around in the pool LOLs ....

Bruce Like This

我要的~ 是个永远都不会说 “没关系,你去找他好了” 的人,把你爱的人推给他人的人,不值得去爱。我要的~是个永远都不会说 “祝你幸福的人”,竟然你没能力给她幸福,还有谁能呢?我要的~ 是个永远都不会说 “对不起” 的人,做错了就改,不是每一句对不起都能换来一句没关系。我要的~ 不是只懂得说 “我爱你”的人,会说的同时也要会做,少了行动上的字,太肤浅了。

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Only Love You .....

偶然看到

XXX: 离开你,或许会让你好过一点...
有一种爱,明知无前路,心却早已收不回来。
常常的想起你可你却不在我身边 ,
每一次我为你流泪的时候不知道你是不是在想我?

在错的时间,遇上对的人真的很让人痛心 .......
心真的好疲累 .... 不知还能支撑多久 .....

每一天相见,却要当什么也没发生过真的好累

是真的真的很累了 .... 做什么事也没心了 ....

唯一可以做的就是 .... 继续麻痹自己的心 ....

Monday, July 5, 2010

MayBe

也许就如他人所说的,我并没有想像中那么喜欢她。
就在她婉转的拒绝了我后,我也只不过心痛了几天罢了 ....
也许也只不过好几个几天罢了 ....

也许我也没有想象中那么了解她,
可是当知道她的开心都是伪装的,
我的心又痛了几下而眼泪流不出,
只痛恨自己无法给她带来真正的快乐和释放 ......

What Can I do

Just to Make You Happier ?

Thursday, July 1, 2010

又一个夜晚

每当听歌时,心都会莫名的痛 ..... 也许最近听的歌都好悲情吧 .....
有许多朋友关心我,可我最想关心我的那一个却从不关心 .... 心真的好痛

难道真的如他人所说的,我并没想象中那么喜欢她?
难不成没常常和她传信息,没常常和她讲电话,
可是每当很想她,都会去载她出来谈天 ......
这是没那么喜欢嘛?

那么为何每到夜晚,我的心都在莫名的抽痛 .....
白天时,必须装做什么都没发生过,继续做好朋友 ....
夜晚时,都会偷偷想一想她,我的心会躲在角落,哭一哭,痛一痛

真的被那首歌讲中,爱与不爱都让人很心痛 .....

Y2J神木與瞳-寬恕MV