Super Girl - Super Junior M

Leaving ......

Tis sundae ... Im gonna leave the town that i been staying for 11 years , goin to other place to further my studies. Jus a short inform .... Lols

Take Care all my dear friends ~

海派甜心 の 经典对白 < 我的最爱 >

我喜欢你 叫我惊世骇俗丑不拉几香菇头

我喜欢你 一天打我八百次

我喜欢你 念英文的声音

我喜欢你 喝醉酒要我背你回家

我喜欢你 上课爱睡觉 但做报告却很认真

我喜欢你 跟我一样喜欢分红顽皮豹 但又知道他的好朋友是

我喜欢你 你明明不是我心目中喜欢的那样的女生

可是

我就是喜欢你。

<最爱最后一句>

死都要减肥

这么多年来，听了许多身边的朋友说：“肥没什么嘛，肥是福气叻！” 我也一直说服自己接受这想法。偏偏事实告诉我这不过是安慰自己罢了。我自知即使减肥后的我也不会有多帅，但至少对我的人生会有很大的改变。也对我将来的事业有很大的帮助，毕竟未来我所参与的领域是 Customer Service，是靠脸吃饭的叻！哈哈哈哈

除此之外，我相信对于我的人际关系也有好处。最重要的莫过于可以穿好看的衣服！我想我前世应该是个很爱 shopping 的女生吧！不知为何，我真的很喜欢逛街<好像女的！> 可悲的是，至今我买了好多件不适合我身材的衣服...... 摆了一段日子，最后那些衣服还是捐给了 Red Crescent Society
Sianz .....

减肥是很需要很强的意志力 ....... 并非短日内可见效果 ... 而是需要累计
从今天起，我要努力减肥！！！

*希望我能像热爱音乐一样，热爱减肥！！！

Recently ......

Just now ... i decided to extend my working life as pharmacist assistant for another month. Tis was due to the opening semester of my new uni is on January. Well .... it's better to work & earn money, rather than wastin my time goyang kaki at home and keep on spendin money ... Yet ... i haven't ask for boss approval ....

Time gives us chance to think back of our past & expect much from our future .... At the same time also make us think a lots of the realistic society which show no mercy to those who dun have the ability to cope wif the situation. There ain't so many"kind" ppl tat u gonna meet in the society. Im lucky tat i met, not only one but bunch of thems. They are my colleagues ~ they teach me a lots regardin the medicine knowledge ... how to cope ourselves in tis cruel society .... the most important is patience ...... givin other chances also mean by leavin ourselves a chances as well. Cuz we never know when we gonna need their help in the future.

To Be Continued ......

TiMe For miRaCLe

<画沙> by 周杰伦 feat 袁咏琳

MeMories

有时候，人真的很奇怪。 总是对某件事很执着。 近来的我，和好久不见的朋友一起出来混，才发觉原来一直以来的我还是想念着他。 看来时间并不是最好的忘情药。 我也感觉到非常意外，这半年来都没什么联络。 这段时期也没特别去留意他的事情，但一旦遇见就会勾起埋葬在心底的无尽的思念。 现在的我也不渴望什么了，只希望在接下来的日子和他相处的快乐，玩得痛快 。。。。尽量享受这美好的时光

Robotic

Geeeee

活该 - 刘允乐

The First Dawn by 郑可为 KiWi Tay

Plastic Mannequin Love by Tay Kewei (Original Song)

感觉有点复古...... 又好听

暗示 。。。。

Be Frank .....

Today is 20/10/2009

Still left 41 days more to go. Approximately 1 more months before i quit Vision Pharmacy. It been a great time working with all my dear colleague ; Hua, Wong, Yun, Rica, Mimi, Glory, Dex, Ling, Voon & latest junior Ah Siang. It's more like a big families, gonna miss it soon. Lately my life is rotating in working .... exercise a bit ...... watch Detective Conan all nite long. Sometimes if mood come then find ppl chat lor ~ Been months since i haven't contact with any of my colleague friends since march, almost half years already. Really miss them, wonder how are them doin now.

Hey my dear friends, if u guys happen to see tis post.

Share wif me hw u guys doin lately ^^

Reflection

Most of the time, while we were chattin among our colleague .... friends .... or even strangers. We get to know a lots of ourselves that we nt ever notice. Honestly speaking, from their reflection. I realize that myself is quite small gas .... emotional ..... quite lots of things lor ... Well, i will try to change to be a better person ! Recently, quite lots of my colleague leavin working place ..... Some goes for their speacialized field, some goes for further studies .... some other leavin for private purpose ..... Causin quite a lots of scene happen in my working place ... Feel quite odd when tis happen around myself .... Realize many ppl have different opinion on same things, however it's nt easy to put ourself in other shoes meanwhile, ourselves nt able to have the best out of ourselves.

"be True to Ourselves" is my code right nw ...

life wif job ....

life .... is tough, maybe im just too soft to accept all this .... reli dun like the way my life is like tis nw .... feel like havin a vacation ..... escape to a fantasy where there is nuthin to worry .... juz be free and be myself .... rather than wearing a mask everyday .....

walkin in a circle ....

it been months since my last post i guess, never really notice all those date listed beside my older post .... tis few months just seem like a years plus like tat for me, so hard to survive through ... whining everyday bout wht happen .... wonder why ... wonder how ... all those happen ..... nuthin seem to be right anyway. tellin myself to be more positive jus like askin a chicken to swim .... useless ... a lots things happen all tis month .... nuthin happy actually ... but jus tons of things tat make me feel helpless ... depressed .... eventhough hw much i wanna express it .... something jus blockin my way ... i was thinkin ... after all tis time... im still alone as usual ..... friends ? maybe im nt jus so good in it, been a friends mean wht ? i reli dun quite get it .... jus let it be natural ..... now ... im onli hoping ... i get the chance to work outside miri .... maybe brunei ... singapore .... or any other places tat i can go ... whereby nobody know me at all .... startin a new life .... leavin all the old memories behind ..... tis is all jus because ... my life is without motive ..... or desire ......

Erm .... What should be the topic ?

Last saturday, my friends and i went to some buffet dinner leh ..... At beginning, i was excited. As i get to meet all my friends tat i havent seen them for quite a long time ord .... Samuno .... Nee .... Doreen .... Kiing ... Fino them lor ...... At first, we thought it would be a buffet at cafe rosita. But it turn to be some organization/society annual dinner like tat .... kaoz ! Feel a bit like cheated leh ! Plus the food choices ain't much ...... the organizer also nt punctual .... actually it shud start at 6.30, but was delayed to 8pm like tat ... Haiz .... Anyway .... nvm bah , friends mah .... say wht

Muahahahaha ! Im lookin forward to tis fridae 1st of May - the labor day .... Although me & my colleague still have to work tat day, but we got activities at nites time. And it is BUFFET at GRAND PALACE !!! Finally got chances to taste the real buffet ! Haha, my saliva is coming out of my mouth ! keke

Updated : haha, 2molo me off, no nid work, wakakakak !

“闲”的人

常在想，朋友的定义对于每个人都有不同的意思吧！我总在思考一个只意味说“成熟点啦”的人， 什么事都说的不清楚，把人当成是无知少年。而自己做事情却把自己放在中间。安排好的事情，取消了。我只不过问原因罢了，却不告知。并不止一次，而是好多次。我承认我小气，也好过那些自称成熟的人吧！说一套做一套，爽爽就找你，不爽就不理不睬。朋友做到着地步还有什么意思我也不懂了。尤其做到要每天骗来骗去。。。。有些事，你都不说清楚，却希望人家以他所谓的“成熟”的思想去想。当我是你的神啊？你的老母啊？=你不说清楚，鬼知你想干嘛！也不想睬这些人。。。。。。

心谈了，也只为工作而生活的我。。。
很闲了，看来都只不过如此罢了。。。

无主题

一部戏好比一面镜子，反映了生活的一部分，
人生中总有好有坏的，分别在于多或少罢了，
有一些人会在你人生，留下深刻的影像，
但这并不代表你的一切，他/她是可缺可无的，
虽然我没真真深爱过一个人，所以没什么资格，
说出这一些话，不过我认为人生有好多东西，
没必要把焦点放在同一个点上，能的话，
扩大你的眼睛，看看这世界，还很美好的，

我的朋友，希望你过得好好

别让你的步伐停留太久，我们都在等着你

This Few Days ......

Mani things happen tis few days ..... So mani until i can't type in order ... Some of my colleague fall sick lately .... quite serious i think, hoping them gettin well soon. Some of my friends facin lots of problems due to their training job. Although im nt in the position to understand hw u guys feel & hw hard is ur stress, but i truly hope the best wishes for all of you .... sincerely ... Lately into deep night, i hardly get to sleep. Been thinking lots of things ..... my future .... my expenditure plannin ..... hw to get my strong will & determination back ? It seems like i get tired easily workin lately, maybe just because i been thinkin too much, bout the necessary & unnecessary ..... this started to freak me out .....

I losing my concentration lately ..... Losing my ability to decide whether things is right or wrong, the simplest things tat a human shud noe hw to differentiate ! Oh my Godness ! Things does nt go along the way like u expected ...... It occur so sudden .... unexpected .... just like tat. We have no option but to get along with it .... My appearances also doesn't seem to matter anyway ord .... Maybe i shud just prove myself ...

Friends is always a friends ? Who the fxker ever said tat !? Things don't stay as it like forever, but changing everlasting .... But still i believe in all my friends, i feelin like doin something nw, and i do reli need help from friends tat like design , i am a complete idiot in adobe things like tat .... quite hard to learn though

This gonna be another long night ...... Staring at the dark sky & ...... NO STARS TO COUNT !

Touching Story .... [Forwarded]

Technical error ....

[痞子英雄] [新戏登场]

有陽光照耀的地方 才有影子

在這個真實與謊言難以分辨的時代，我們正處在光明與黑暗相生相剋的世界裡。光亮的地方，未必不會被黑暗的勢力所吞噬，而混沌不明的幽微處，常常就是光明最根源的力量。
痞子英雄，就是一個關於光明與黑暗的故事。
痞子與英雄，正是兩個不斷與黑暗對抗，同時點燃光明的兩個警察。擺脫過去華文警匪的沈重模式；讓明亮輕快的陳述與海灣城市的架構，把看起來的黑暗，都隱藏在光明與燦爛之中。等著兩個微小的刑警，憑藉著心中唯一的正義，維持著這臨海城市、美好而光亮的清晨。
故事
痞子，因為某種企圖，他被人從奇醜無比街頭流浪漢，改造為一個靠著躲子彈與無聊直覺過日子的警探。坐擁不合身份的名車與豪宅，每個月的戶頭裡還自動冒出數十萬的現金供他零花，當辦案膠著時，他就到街角的便利商店，買杯咖啡坐一坐，線索跟犯人的蹤跡，自然會送到他手上。他不用作太多事情，破案率卻極高…。他明白，這是他當警察的「附加條件」。如果他不幹警察，他擁有的一切便消失無蹤。他無法向任何人解釋這一切，就連他自己都莫名奇妙。慢慢的，他真的相信自己是個警探，而且與眾不同。
英雄，從小在養父母的教養下，相信正義與法律是建構世界的主力，但他因為身手太好，破案積極，所以每次追捕犯人，一不小心，就是飛車、跳樓、搏擊傷人的下場，他絕對是個好警察，只是積極過度總有寫不完的報告。破案率超高，但他的衝勁卻讓上司頭痛不已，對這世界來說，他是個真正的英雄，但普遍上的認知，他是個太過拼命的瘋子。
痞子與英雄在一場警匪追逐的混戰中，荒謬初會。當兩個人的槍近距離瞄準對方的時候，就註定他們既親近又矛盾的未來。南區分局裡第二次見面，英雄撂下狠話，不只不願跟痞子搭檔辦案，還放話：「限你一週內，消失在我眼前。」
這個南區分局，擁有全市最好的設備，卻也是罪犯最喜歡藏匿的地方。分局長，每天作升官夢。愛出風頭的陳組長、沉穩寡言的資深警察老李、從電腦駭客逮出來的高手浩克、崇拜英雄勇猛的女警小綠。當然最特殊的是，他們有一位美貌與才智同樣過人的犯罪學鑑識高手藍西英，卻每天只與屍體跟人骨為伍。
這是一個多事的春天，先是北韓的軍隊私下叨荆荒蠀^分局查獲，轄區內的銀行不只整個保險箱庫房被洗劫，還有職員喪生。精通六國語言、擁有魔鬼特質與天使身材的國際女刑警雷慕莎介入調查，也完全打亂痞子英雄辦案的節奏。而這些都是痞子調進南區分局，和英雄合作之後發生的事，在這一整個春天裡，痞子和英雄像兩個瘟神般，他們到哪裡，災難就尾隨到哪裡。
警局之外，維持全市最重要的主力，正是黑幫三聯會，他們以自己的方法治理一個黑白不分的地下社會。當然，槍械、走私、賭博、高利貸，都是三聯會的事業範圍，而三聯會的首領，人稱老頭，卻與現任總統有著綿長深遠的交情。
老頭的第一千金陳琳，是個漂亮得像糖瓷娃娃卻有柔道三段功力的女孩，她不驕縱卻是個狠角色，初次見面就被她摔在地上的痞子，從此擄獲她的芳心。痞子有許多理由不理會陳琳的感情，然而正直又認真的英雄，愛上她，卻不需要任何理由。
痞子與英雄，這兩個冤家路窄的警探就此不小心推開了通往天堂的一扇門，那扇門把正義與邪惡連成一氣，龐大的權利與金錢，在門與門之間流動。而門後隱藏著一隻召喚著他們通往毀滅的手，從他們會面的那一刻起，所有的事，都緊縛著和他們有關的秘密。在這座迷霧城市裡，已經很久沒有人看見天晴。
當警察不只是警察，黑幫不只是黑幫，好與壞，虛構與真實。你可以繼續相信你所選擇的，也可以用足夠的勇氣，穿越天堂，直奔一個良善與光明的地方。夠的勇氣，穿越天堂，直奔一個良善與光明的地方.







本人感言：看过了第一集，感觉不错，蛮好看的喔！

Rainbow ......

基本上彩虹象征着希望，带给大家无限的美好与温暖。彩虹一共拥有七种颜色，蓝，黄，红，橙，青，靛青和紫色。每一种颜色都藏着不同的意义和能量。

Blue (Spirituality) -

Blue is the color of distance - oceans, skies, the heavens. The energy of blue helps us to look beyond the immediate environment, expanding our perceptions towards the unknown.

Blue is the color of Divinity. It brings:

• Peace and understanding
• Enhances the easy flow of communication with yourself or others
• Calms and relaxes

Yellow (Wisdom) -

Yellow is naturally associated with the sun itself, and so with its life giving and sustaining energy.

Yellow enriches, lightens and activates many of the systems of the body. It's bright sunny energy brings about:

• clarity of thought
• orderliness
• memory improvement
• better decision making skills
• alleviates confusion

Red (Vitality) -

Red is the color with the longest wavelength, being the nearest visible light to infrared in the electromagnetic spectrum.

We feel in red - ACTIVITY. The red ray furnishes sustenance for the physical body. It brings about:

• energy
• enthusiasm
• interest and passion
• security

Orange (Creative Energy) -

Orange combines red and yellow. It contains the fiery energy of red with the wisdom and control of yellow. Orange is a dynamic energy like red but more thoughtful and controlled.

Orange brings about:

• creativity
• playfulness
• exploration on a practical level
• relief from boredom
• equilibrium

Green (Life, Balance & Nature) -

Green is the merging of yellow (mind) and blue (spirit). It is located exactly at the point of color balance - midway between red and violet on the color spectrum.

The human eye is able to recognize more variation in the color green than in any other color.

Its energy contains:

• harmony
• sympathy
• health
• abundance
• balance
• growth and expansion

Indigo (Infinity) -

Indigo amplifies the energy of blue in a profound way. At a physical level, while blue is calming, indigo is sedating. It deepens and turns blue energy inward.

The indigo ray symbolizes the bridge between the finite and the infinite and opens the door to the mystical borderland.

While blue energy is fast, Indigo energy is more often lightening fast.

• opens the subconscious
• spiritual attainment
• self-mastery
• wisdom
• sudden awareness
• intuition
• psychic abilities

Violet (Highest Element of Spiritual Mastery) -

Violet is the ray of spiritual mastery. It is the highest and most subtle specialization of light, being at the opposite end of the color spectrum to red.

It should be viewed as both a completion as well as a beginning of the energy vibration beyond the visible color spectrum.

Violet is a combination of both red and blue and this is key to understanding this color. It brings a stabilizing energy to the franticness of red. It lends practicality to the undirected spaciousness of blue.

• darker tones are associated with sorrow
• deep purple signifies high spiritual attainment
• pale lilac brings love for humanity
• bluish purple brings idealism
• sparks the imagination and inspiration
• integrates other energies for healing purposes

此时此刻的我，祈许这七种能量能够保佑我亲爱的朋友们。

生病的，尽早痊愈；
找工的，早日寻获；
读书的，学业猛进；
做工的，薪水暴涨！

Things that All of Us Should Learn ......

Life is short
Break the rules
Forgive quickly
Love truly
Laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

Happiness is reachable,
no matter how long it last. We should stop making our lives complicated.

My Training Life .......

从我正式就职训练开始，都快要一个礼拜了。说真的，这对我没什么特别。因为我半年前就开始工作了。唯一的差别，就是增加了一份责任感，归属感和新鲜感吧!还有，每天都要写报告啊！！！每天的生活都很忙碌，但过得还不错啦。每天都会有事做，显得我还满有用啊。在我这工作环境，都有不同年龄阶层的同事门，从他们身上，我学到了好多东西，无论是工作上的知识，还是做人的态度，真的好多好多。期望日子会越过越好。。。。。。

此时的我只想大声说“我只是想要幸福！”

希望朋友们的生活也一样，工作一样顺利
还没找到工的朋友也一样，加把劲得努力
美好的将来等待着你们，张开双手迎接啊！

我只是想要幸福

因为世界有个你 给我呼吸的勇气 就算泪光模糊了一切 在我心中依然美丽 生命最美的奇迹 原来就是与你相遇 是你握住我手心 去面对风和雨 把结局交给上帝决定 我只是想要幸福 用一生努力追逐 让星光带路 不管多无助 每一步都铭心刻骨 我只是想要幸福 为了爱不怕豪赌 我不会认输 我不愿让步 守在你身边再多苦 我都已满足 生命最美的奇迹 原来就是与你相遇 是你握住我手心 去面对风和雨 把结局交给上帝决定 我只是想要幸福 用一生努力追逐 让星光带路 不管多无助 每一步都铭心刻骨 我只是想要幸福 为了爱不怕豪赌 我不会认输 我不愿让步 守在你身边再多苦 我都已满足 我只是想要幸福 用一生努力追逐 让星光带路 不管多无助 每一步都铭心刻骨 我只是想要幸福 为了爱不怕豪赌 我不会认输 我不愿让步 守在你身边再多苦 我都已满足

一部不错的连戏剧 ....

从我看这戏剧的第一次开始，我就深深被打动了....
戏中的歌曲也很好好听叻！超喜欢啊！

Weird Things !

As usual, i went to work today ... Everything seem to be same all the day, the shop crowded with customer ... sometimes we need to face bad-tempered customer ... troublesome customer .... and so on. But something very unusual happen today ! Around 2pm, a customer rush in the shop, asking one of our colleague to check on her account to find some medicine ... when she was turnin back her head to see her car, she screamed ! The car was moving backward itself !!! After a few second, we all heard a minor crashin sound, and we saw a proton saga (green) was crashed by the customer car(old-fashionable pajero) ! Nobody know how it could happen as afterward the customer claimed she had change the gear to "P" already !!!

When my boss them know bout tis, they check back the surveillance camera and found out the "one" facing the road was jammed !!! Kaoz ! All of us were thinkin " ka ne gui ah" ( see ghost ) After double-checking, we can see the whole event through another camera tat is still workin, reli, the Pajero move backward itself leh !!!!

what u guys think ?

失去 ... 后悔 ... 珍惜 ...

人是不是在一生一定要经历这三个阶段?

开始先失去 , 慢慢再了解；
然后后悔了 ，才深深明白；
才学会珍惜 ，这就是人生?

我们常常从别人口中听到许多故事，有悲伤的，有快乐的 ....
但我们常常忽略了一件重要的事，而那是我们生在福中不知福 ....
到了我二十一岁这一年，我终于学会从别人的角度去看待事情，
而不是随口说说罢了，也许这意味着我已开始踏入真正的社会，
有许多事情并不是你想说就说的，想做就做的，所有事情还没
决定前必须“三思而后行啊”，不可过于依赖直觉和感觉 ......

Lighting ......

Lately i went to sleep around 1 to 2 am .... tis few day i can see lots of silence lighting ..... cause i only saw flash, didnt heard any thunder sound. Until 2dae, the thunder suddenly become wild ! Keep thunder and thunder here all afternoon ..... until nite also like tis, i didnt care much bout it.

Finally, it ord 8.30 ! Yippee ! Time to go home lor ..... but bad things happen once i reach home nt long, the thunder stroke my HOME ! GOD DAMNIT ! WTF ! Among all my neighbours, only my home kena only ..... what a disaster ...... luckily after fifteen minutes plus, the eletricity supply come bck .... no nid to go through the nite in dark ...... haha

The Ones

Once in my life, there exist 2 person that play an important roles in my life,
Because of their existence, my life have changes a lot
Because of their disappearances, my life have also changed a lot too ...

Because of them, i learn a lot
Because of them, i experience a lot
Because of them, i once felt happiness
Because of them, i once felt sadness

But, all of this have already became past ...
There is no longer need to memorize all this again ...

Because there is a future ..
which bring us new world ...
which bring us new friends ....
which bring us new hope .....

Do you think the ones that important last forever ?

For the mean time, to me, it is meaningless
but maybe like ones of my friends say
:" when we are old, we might look back into our past,
wondering why at that time, i do this and do that ..."
I kinda believe in this because
nobody know what gonna happen in the future,
nobody know themselves can live how long,
nobody can make decision for you,
nobody will felt sorry for the decision you made ......

We come to this world alone and We going to leave this world alone too ...

If only we not going to leave this world ...
If only all living creatures can live eternally ...

How perfect it is ......

右手不知左手的辛苦

很常，我们都利用右手做些比较辛苦的东西。相比之下， 看似右手比左手辛苦许多。但我们常常忽略了左手的重要性，要不是有它的存在，它的支持，它的辅助，有许多事是不能做的。朋友就像我们的左手，常常在我们无助是，帮助我们，支持我们...... 每当我们伤心，他们都会无私的借出他们的肩膀，每当我们快乐，他们都会与我们一起分享喜悦......

也许对有些人，这些并不代表什么，
但对于我来说，朋友是我最重要的，
因此我一定会，珍惜我们之间的友情......

纵使我的朋友对我有许多隐瞒.......

什么是爱

爱来的时候
是真的
爱走的时候
是真的

被你伤害的人还真实的存在
你却生活中伤害你的人身边
真实的爱情
结束在真实的欺骗

在被真实的欺骗和伤害下
你失去了真实的爱情
有谁会理解你现在真实的伤害？
有谁会理解你当初真实的爱情？

Appearances Really Matter

In this realistic society, appearances really matter. I still remember there was a time when i go interview for a post of sales assistant at some shop. When i was there, they said they will inform whether they will hire me or not. After quite few day, one of my friend go interview and get the job instant. But, i wasn't inform at all. I was disappointed as the boss behavior and so called promise. Yet i find another job and was hired.

Although i have self-knowledge, but i am still a useful person. Regardless my body sizes, and my appearances wasn't good looking at all. I writing this not to grumble but to remind myself not to be naive again. Until one day, when i got achievement. Surely i will go back to the shop and show who i am. People who are nearsightedness are not prepare for success in their business.

Proving Myself

Word to be Said

In every corner of this world, there happen to lies a lot of stories. Some with happy ending, some with unpredictable ending. However, it seem that stories never really end as the earth never stop rotating on its trajectory. The end produced by human is just a dot. Many said that an ending also signify a beginning of another stories. We should never live in the past, but moving on to the beautiful future.

Every music/song represent another stories .... which own by different person in the world. Billions of movies produced are 99% created based on history or fantasy or reality. 100 years may seem very long, but it also consider very short ....

Now .... i only wanna say that
i really like u - although you duno
i really wanna cherish u & pamper u
i really cherish & love all my dear friends

人生的旅途 - 分叉路

A twenty one years old teenager, now standing in the middle of this diverged road. The left side road lead to a life with work & holding diploma level of education only, meanwhile the right side road lead to a path whereby he get to earn money & further his studies to degree level. His decision now decide how his future life is gonna be like. Apparently, he still got seven months plus to decide which road he should take. Nothing seem to go smoothly lately since he was bothered with this things for quite few months already. Been trying to think more in a mature way, thinking a better solution to solve this matters and as well to make himself feel well about the decision. Many of his friends told him, worries won't bring him any good. Instead of being pessimistic, why don't try to be more optimistic ? "Calm down your mind, and think rationally", said by XXX.