yesterday i just wanna said " today you are extraordinary beautiful without those make-up " , you seem to be the most purify and beautiful angel ..... in my depth heart ....

Hmm ......

Frankly speaking, i really don't know how to like or love a person properly ....
It's been years i guess, since i found out that i liked that person ....

现在的我

不知这样的喜欢会持续多少久

不知我何时才能停止这些感觉

I only know that i am unable to stop thinking about her everyday ....

All i can do is stay aside from her view ...

Keep updated her news & silently looking at her ....

Maybe just because i never truly love one before causing me devoting almost everything

Well .... not really everything, because i am 1st timer, i was able to hold back 20%

using gaming time & hanging out with friends to spend my time ...

I still remember ones said: " don't love someone because you are lonely, love because you need them desperately."

Somehow i don't really understand those phrases ...

EXample: when most of the times i was talking about how to slim down, most of my friends said yea you should do it, it's good for your health and bla bla bla

Meanwhile she would always said: " You are who you are, don't try to make changes on yourself just because of others."

Does she means i should not change my present looks & attitude just because of her?

I don't really get what gals means sometimes, it's quite troubling me ...

Aiks .. Aiks .... I really don't know what to do already ....

Kinda hoping this year gonna be a good year for me, don't know why so many changes happen within my old friends ... Connection seem to be lost ... Perhaps misunderstanding occurs but both remain silent & lets it be ....

I wished that this year my birthday gonna be a bit different ...

Wish to be very very meaningful to me ....

I expect something to happen or someone .... xxx

i just wanna sing :

我真的真的好想你

却不知该如何表达

只好把这份深情

埋藏在我的心底

也许我不够成熟

也许我不够爱你

也许我们没缘分

。。。。。。。。

Sometimes

Sometimes life is just very tiring ..... until i wanna find someone to speak with ..

when i look into my hp ... i jus realized there nt much friends which i can speak

with, the one tat im willing to share all my feeling and things happen on me & around

me ... maybe are jus nt interested in listening it .... which make me dun even bother

to find her .....

Time passby .... hoping i could forget her is jus becoming kinda impossible ....

as everyday i will try to get know more bout her news and sort on ...

hoping i could help her out no matter in wht kind of things .....

Tis things is kinda blind i think ..... cuz we willin to do things without hoping

anything in return .... am i Blind nw ?

@@

no matter how hard i try to avoid .... no matter how far i try to run away ..... when you suddenly pop out .... the feeling is owes there ....

maybe im jus too noob to knw how to chase a gal properly .... might as well do everything according to my feeeling

hope it feel better for both of us ....

Step Up 3 is AWESOME

the music is cool

the daNce is cool

the ActorS is cool

the movie is so cool ^^

I Guess ... ?

Has the time arrive for me to give up everything i hold on for so long ?

I started to feel very tired & exhausted .....

Im collapsing ..... & there is nobody there for me ....

but only on my own .... myself .... alone ....

最近的我

最近的我

随心的染了头发

随心买了水晶手链

随心买了新的眼镜

每天都玩一玩on9游戏

但好像这样的我的生活很空虚 ......

真的好久好久没和她谈天了 ....

总觉得距离越来越遥远 ....

认真的喜欢上一个人 固然是很甜蜜 开心 容易

要去把她抽出你心中 确实一个 mission impossible .....

这过程也许会非常痛苦 但 the show must go on .....

可笑的是我 .... 应该很难放下吧?

要放弃一个自己已偷偷喜欢两年多了的一个人 ....

难怪有很多“过来人”总说别爱的太认真

[突然好想唱]

多少缘份 才有可能
要多认真才能 爱得没有疑问
爱要爱到八分 请留给自已两分
亲爱的 这样的爱才能爱得完整
我爱你的天真 爱你的眼神
我要我是你能相信的人
爱要爱到八分 请留给自已两分
亲爱的 这样的爱才能爱得完整
我爱你的天真 爱你眼神
我要我们的爱幸福十分

我 空虚的心 有谁可以来填满 ？