i'm Bruce outside / SinKiat inside

it seem like i overestimate myself ....

understand the pain does not necessary mean

you're able to withstand the pain

accepting the facts does not necessary mean

you're willingly to give up

realizing whatever is in front of your eyes does not necessary mean

you're seeing the truth


be yourself

the one or another will like you for

not becoming another person you hoping they will loved you back



to me, writing blog is just merely another place to share my feelings

since i'm not likely to go 100% public thru facebook those social websites

to share my real life things that actually happenings .....

because only limited people know my blog

& will really read

that's why i'm glad about that

no judgement
no criticism
no limitation


if i were ever to choose between FB & BLOG , i would rather choose BLOG instead

i'm not lying to myself ....

i'm not asking myself to give up ....

i'm not trying to be noble ....


just that i'm not sure what i'm able to do anymore .....

there ain't no fairy tales in Here

i started to think .....

actually i never think of such problems before ....

maybe i was just trying to avoid ....

maybe i was wrong all the way from the start

maybe i was believing in the wrong concept i always hold on to

there are too much maybe too good to be truth

until this state

i am really not sure what i am able to do already

causing other people worries and troublesome

i am not sure my feeling is any more important now already

do feeling last longer than we could realized ?

or it just like cloud ?

appear out of nowhere

disappear into nowhere

 just like all of us ...

we're all the same ....

we came to this world alone

and we leave this world alone too ....

the only difference is whether we can find someone

to share all the joy and sad things with us

throughout our life of journey ....

companion of inner soul ....

and the priceless memories that could be treasured

forever and ever .....


all this while ... we all

been very busy with our own life & works

forgetting moment being together ... all the sharing

time could be the freezer that freeze the precious moment which could be memorable

time could also be the bleacher that wash away all the precious moment which we treasured ...

just depends how we see time as ....

New Experience today :)

Today i manage to drive an icebox truck :) well actually im not sure the real term for that vehicle is this or not xD

Btw im driving without proper training or license haha .... The 1st thing i realized when i shift the gear is that the reverse gear is at different place than normal place we can found in sedan manual
gear box ... It is at the 1st gear that we can usual found in normal manual sedan car .... funny dao


btw after i just finish my gym today ....

i wonder if my position and shape was wrong ?

as i was training my shoulder , i think i hurted my back ....

until now it still feel kinda sore ....

aiks .....

painful T.T

几个你

再多三十四分钟就快十二天了

近来，没什么特别的事发生

就在工作上学到的东西越来越多

希望尽早学完

近来没事做的时候

就看看 [胜女的代价]

 听听 [薛之谦] 的歌曲

读读 我朋友送的 [弹琴说爱的刀手]

想念想念一些我想念的人，事和朋友

还有尽可能每天都去做gym

除了有打羽毛球或者有东西庆祝时才没去

今天忙到快六点才回家

本来想去一个地方

结果来不及



是要改变还是维持？

但也说不上维持了吧？

因为都已经变质了 ........

微笑吧李新杰 ....

多么旧没听到人叫我的华语名了 ..... :)

我还是一样的那个我

一通电话，一封简讯

只要在我能力范围

我一定帮到底

除非再也不需要我了......

胜女的代价 - 另类的告白

你知道吗？

之前我的人生过得很快乐，很自由

是因为没有任何烦恼

自从你出现以后

我变的好不开心

(Copied from Drama)

因为有了你

我开始对工作认真

因为有了你

我开始改变我的人生的目标

因为你

我什么都可以做

我发现

我已经开始依赖你了