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1st October 2012

today i chat with a new friend called David

and i kinda get inspired by him about what he said

if we're going to exercising just for having fun

better don't go because it just waste your time and

does not produce any result

and today when i went for badminton

i played till i felt exhausted

all muscle feel like sore

hope i can keep this spirit up when doing gym

by the way , he also told me that i needed to schedule

my muscle training - etc reps and sets

it's gonna be a tough month for me

last month working in Vision

got short holiday trips in the midst

and the early start of november

gonna rush for my new jobs

less pay ... longer working hour

hope i can keep this business up

and at the end

able to start off my own business soon

sometimes being selfish is not such a bad things after all

because if we keep thinking for others

when will they think for you ?



~ NEVER BE A EMPLOYEES FOREVER ~

~ BECAME AN EMPLOYER TO CONQUER ~

i'm just lonesome ....

i'm just feeling very lonely ......

friends are just companion ..... 

they don't just stick around you very often .... 

now in the midnight ....

i can only eat cheap ice cream and watching animation by myself ....

i wonder how long i need to keep up on this kind of life ...... 

feeling depressed that i actually can't find someone to chat with 

when i really need one ..... 

this kind of feeling sucks till the bottom of  my heart ..... 

although workout in gym has not yet become a part of my life ....

yet i'm trying to work through ..... 

maybe rearing a puppy will aid this kind of feeling ?

not yet ..... my financial status not yet stable .....

























crying while eating ice cream is kinda like a sore loser right ?

RegretfuL

the Best part i loved in this Anime .....

http://www.chia-anime.com/eureka-seven/watch-eureka-seven-episode-26.html

Eureka : Hey, Renton ....
             While you were gone, i thought of a lots of things.

Renton : Me too, I met a whole lot of people .....
              Strange people, amazing people, sad people .....
              And i finally figured it out what is important to me .....

Eureka : Me too ! I feel like i have figured that out too ....
             What is important to me .... (Blushing)

Renton : Ah ! Skyfish !

Eureka : They has come back !
              Renton, i have changed, they told me i have changed
              Gidget and the Nirvash told me i am different from before.

Renton : I've changed too !
              Ever since that day you came to my house.

Eureka : Tell me ! Let me hear you stories ~

Renton : I can't wait to hear it ... All about how you have changed ~




It has been quite some ages since i ever found such animation is meaningful .....

It is beauty and sad ....

It is simple and easy ....

As long as you're willing

Just to Believe in It only

L.O.V.E

......

it is midnight 2am already

yet i am still wandering around here in the internet ....

did not really understand what i am doing .....

sometimes really get confused with the relationship .....

think less & expect less is what i able to do for the meantimes


at least i had to know my own bottom lines before

dealing with others .....

it is kinda frustrated whenever i think about this


since i am not good looking

might as well build a better personality within myself

yet seriously speaking

i don't know how to communicate with girls

maybe because we don't share the common ?

or maybe just because i am too dumb

to understand what girls are talking about ....