i'm just lonesome ....

i'm just feeling very lonely ......

friends are just companion ..... 

they don't just stick around you very often .... 

now in the midnight ....

i can only eat cheap ice cream and watching animation by myself ....

i wonder how long i need to keep up on this kind of life ...... 

feeling depressed that i actually can't find someone to chat with 

when i really need one ..... 

this kind of feeling sucks till the bottom of  my heart ..... 

although workout in gym has not yet become a part of my life ....

yet i'm trying to work through ..... 

maybe rearing a puppy will aid this kind of feeling ?

not yet ..... my financial status not yet stable .....

























crying while eating ice cream is kinda like a sore loser right ?

RegretfuL

the Best part i loved in this Anime .....

http://www.chia-anime.com/eureka-seven/watch-eureka-seven-episode-26.html

Eureka : Hey, Renton ....
             While you were gone, i thought of a lots of things.

Renton : Me too, I met a whole lot of people .....
              Strange people, amazing people, sad people .....
              And i finally figured it out what is important to me .....

Eureka : Me too ! I feel like i have figured that out too ....
             What is important to me .... (Blushing)

Renton : Ah ! Skyfish !

Eureka : They has come back !
              Renton, i have changed, they told me i have changed
              Gidget and the Nirvash told me i am different from before.

Renton : I've changed too !
              Ever since that day you came to my house.

Eureka : Tell me ! Let me hear you stories ~

Renton : I can't wait to hear it ... All about how you have changed ~




It has been quite some ages since i ever found such animation is meaningful .....

It is beauty and sad ....

It is simple and easy ....

As long as you're willing

Just to Believe in It only

L.O.V.E

......

it is midnight 2am already

yet i am still wandering around here in the internet ....

did not really understand what i am doing .....

sometimes really get confused with the relationship .....

think less & expect less is what i able to do for the meantimes


at least i had to know my own bottom lines before

dealing with others .....

it is kinda frustrated whenever i think about this


since i am not good looking

might as well build a better personality within myself

yet seriously speaking

i don't know how to communicate with girls

maybe because we don't share the common ?

or maybe just because i am too dumb

to understand what girls are talking about ....

不知道

有时候 有时候

我真的想 问问自己

到底想要 那样的幸福

每天都困惑在同一个生活

想打破这圈子

想去遇见  一个

可以 令我

焕然一新的那一个人

那一个可以让我动心的人

改变我生活的那一个人

期待已久的动漫上了啊！

一年一度的柯南长篇故事上了咯

名侦探柯南16:第十一名前锋 Detective Conan 2012

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apparently if there are friends exercising with me

it get to feel better than doing alone

somehow we just have to admit in the reality

it is hard to keep friends together all the time

so i ended went to gym alone every time

it doesn't feel bad at all also

just gonna make it kinda routine

and boost up my stamina potentially

keep it up xD