Bruce's Fantasy

Countdown

2011-12-02T06:57:00.001-08:00

There are exactly 9 days and 1 hour more before my Finals officially start

gonna boost up my my own energy start from now.

spam on doing my assignment and revision tonight

no more lazy worm ~ pool ~ badminton ~

gonna just FOCUS FOCUS ON STUDIES

gonna be afk for the coming week in my blog :p

Gran Turismo 5 Video Game, Toyota FT-86 G SPORTS Concept Trailer | Video Clip | Game Trailers & Videos | GameTrailers.com

2011-11-28T04:27:00.000-08:00

Gran Turismo 5 Video Game, Toyota FT-86 G SPORTS Concept Trailer | Video Clip | Game Trailers & Videos | GameTrailers.com

Nissan Navara – Truck of The Year 2011 & 2012 Award by Wheels Weekly

2011-11-28T03:55:00.001-08:00

Edaran Tan Chong Motor Sdn Bhd (ETCM) is pleased to announce that Nissan Navara has won the Truck of the Year in the LIVE LIFE DRIVE Car of the Year 2011 & 2012 Award presented by Wheels Weekly.

Commenting on the Award, Dato’ Dr Ang Bon Beng, Executive Director of ETCM said, “Since launched in 2008, Navara is well-known for its synonym as the “Mother” of all pickup trucks in Malaysia. With class leading features, Navara continues to sell beyond expectations from year to year and having garnered many prestigious awards and recognitions globally. We are confident that Navara will continue to increase Nissan market share in the SUT-Segment.”

Mr. Bobby Ang, the Managing Editor of Live Life Drive by Wheels Weekly commented, “This is the closest competing segment ever. Most of the trucks have taken the similar approach of styling their interior to resemble those of sedans. However, I personally view that the truck’s loading capacity is the utmost aspect of all. In this case, Nissan Navara has simply outperformed the other contenders.”

Live Life Drive Car of the Year Award is an initiative by Wheels Weekly to honor the best vehicles in Malaysia during the qualifying period. Each model is evaluated on its safety, comfort, efficiency, practicality, performance, design and specification levels.

Nissan Navara is highly rated for its toughness, off-road capabilities and comfort across the world. In Malaysia, apart from the 2WD Calibre (5AT), ETCM has also introduced several other variants for 4WD such as the standard edition & safety edition (6MT), King Cab (6MT) and Double Cab (5AT). In addition, the 4WD models are featuring the electronically controlled ‘Shift-on-the-Fly’ 4WD system which allows the shifting between 2WD and 4WD without having to stop the vehicle as long as one is travelling at less than 100km/h.

Nissan Navara uses the powerful YD25DDTi 4-cylinder common rail direct injection diesel engine. This 2.5-Litre turbo-charged engine incorporates a Variable Nozzle Turbine (VNT) and intercooler for strong response. Apart from its muscular and aggressive exterior styling, Nissan Navara is sculpted from the toughest of materials, giving it the fortitude to withstand any abuse that comes its way. The suspension of the Navara also offers surefooted stability and ride comfort in all driving conditions.

Since its introduction in November 2008, Nissan Navara has won the following prestigious awards:

Truck of the Year 2011 & 2012 Award, Wheels Weekly / Live Life Drive Car of the Year 2011 & 2012 Award.

Best Value for Money Pickup Truck, Asian Auto / VCA Auto Industry Awards 2009 & 2010.
Winner – Pickup Category, AUTOCAR Asean Car of the Year Awards 2009.

The Best Speed Bump Killer – NewMan RPM Awards 2009.

Toyota FT-86 Video Teaser

2011-11-28T03:52:00.000-08:00

FINANCIAL !!!

2011-11-27T08:34:00.001-08:00

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BUDGETING !
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Sometimes

2011-11-25T06:58:00.000-08:00

Sometimes why is friends so hard to accept friends sincere advice and misunderstood they are looking down ?

Friends not only appear when you need help but also responsible to pull you back before you fall into a deep trouble .....

I just trying to help within my ability and giving some advice .... Just because of your misunderstood then lead to crack of our friendship .... ?

I believe friendship is just like love also , required two parties contribution ...
If i am the only one keep holding on and you stick to your own faith ....
I have nothing more to say because i did all my best to hold you back yet you treat me like i should beg you to let me help .....

Frustrated

NoWonder .....

2011-11-24T04:24:00.000-08:00

大家来验证自己的手机是来自哪里的吧！

1、按*#06#

2、会出现IMEI号码…
例如：356810031781224
第7和第8个号码显示的是03

02或20：来自中国=品质差
08或80：来自德国=品质不错
01或10：来自芬兰=品质好
00或03或04：来自原工厂=品质极好
13：来自阿塞拜疆=品质极差

你的手机来自哪里？♥

Mines is from original factory .... no wonder won't get damage so easily =.=

HTC Sensation XE (Optional)

2011-11-22T08:19:00.001-08:00

HTC Sensation XE with Beats Audio™ comes inbox with custom made Beats headsets, engineered to deliver extraordinary sound. The specially tuned software and user interface delivers the ultimate mobile audio experience we know you’ll appreciate. Featuring an aluminum unibody construction and designed with touches of red, the phone feels premium and looks beautiful inside and out.

Own Comment = Maybe i should aim for the smartphone since it come with the custom made beats audio headset which is very costly , the price ranged around 1.8k for the meantime as for the previous post in-ear headphone cost 510 edi ....

iBeats - High Performance In-Ear Headphone (My Next Target)

2011-11-22T08:13:00.000-08:00

Monster iBeats™ Headphones with ControlTalk™ From Monster® In-Ear Noise Isolation
Small Size, Big Sound: High Performance In-Ear Headphones for iPad, iPhone, iPod. If replacing busted buds over and over again is getting old, when you step up to iBeats, you not only get stylish in-ear headphones built to last. You also hear what you've been missing. Engineered to deliver extraordinary HD audio from your iPad, iPhone, or iPod, it's amazing how such a big sound comes out of so compact a package. Once you go iBeats, you never go back.

Features

Specially Designed for iPod® and iPhone®
Advanced engineering reproduces high resolution sound from your iPhone or iPod for a listening experience other buds are unequipped to deliver.
Extended Full Range Sound from Compact ln-Ear Headphones
Exclusive driver design pumps out the deepest bass, soaring highs, and ultra-clear midrange so you can stop hearing the music and start listening to it.
Ultra-Lightweight Yet Super Tough
Lightweight for listening while exercising or when you're on the go. Hard chrome earphone finishes for rugged durability and everlasting shine.
Solid Metal Housing for the Purest Sound Possible
Precision-machined single-billet metal housing prevents vibrations and unwelcome sonic artifacts from tainting your listening experience.
Built-in Mic for Hands-Free Calls and Online Chats
ControlTalk's built-in mic lets you talk hands-free on your iPhone or music phone. It works with online voice or video chats on iPod® touch or iPhone®.
Control iPod and iPhone the Easy Way
ControlTalk™ gives you on-cable playback control of your iPod or iPhone, including pause, next track and volume.
Noise Isolation
Sealed in-ear construction and multiple eartips designs block out external noise so you hear more of the fine details in your music and less outside noise.

21-11-11

2011-11-21T06:15:00.000-08:00

People kept on asking me why bother liking a person whom never phone you or message you apart from official stuffs ....

I really don't know how to answer ....

People said love required both parties commitment otherwise it would only resulted one single party hurt ....

After this 2 years ..... when come to think of it, i also not sure what i am doing ...

Maybe just waiting for a miracle to happen ?

Expecting a normal girl to like or love a person like me ? Fat ? Not handsome ? Well, that is the priority when people come to first sight .... I was kicked out at the beginning already yet trying to press the button "RE-TRY" which never exist ....

Maybe i should stop getting obsessed with the same girl all over and over again ...

Like others said, if she got slightly interest or good feeling, she won't make you waited for so long already without any sign .....

Fading Away ..... BeHeMoth BRucE

Bruce Wishs

2011-11-19T16:45:00.000-08:00

真希望我不必接受下一句 .....

其实忘记一个人挺简单：不要见，不要贱。

You ~

2011-11-19T07:19:00.000-08:00

现在的我，每个夜晚总是看着你的照片入睡 .....

让我睡的好安稳 .....

好想你 ....

1119

2011-11-18T08:57:00.001-08:00

how can you be so charming in the way you look , you smile , you speak and the way you look back when i am staring at you .... :)

2011-11-18T08:57:00.000-08:00

how can you be so charming in the way you look , you smile , you speak and the wa you look back when i am staring at you .... :)

2011-11-17T02:06:00.001-08:00

never imagine the most important person would forget my birthday and forget to message or what .....

or just because i am just too common friend .... not important at all .....

ignorance ....

only until today i assure that my heart still ache whenever think of her .....

17-11-1988

2011-11-16T15:33:00.000-08:00

My Day :)

2011-11-14T08:20:00.000-08:00

也许我们所寻找的是一种共鸣 .....

也许不需要言语也能知对方的想法 ......

依靠的不过是信心与信任罢了 .....

2011-11-14T07:20:00.000-08:00

我的价值竟少过七分？

連詩雅 - ''I'm still loving you''

2011-11-14T05:32:00.001-08:00

嫉妒

2011-11-13T09:56:00.000-08:00

我嫉妒你每天都在别人的页面评语 ....
而少之又少在我页面留言 ....
所以我才选择不常更新我的status .....
以免我一而再，再而三的感到失望

但欣慰的是，只是失望而并非绝望 ....

當　我和世界不一樣　那就讓我不一樣　堅持對我來說　就是以剛克剛

我　如果對自己妥協　如果對自己說謊　即使別人原諒　我也不能原諒

最美的願望　一定最瘋狂　我就是我自己的神　在我活的地方

我和我最後的倔強　握緊雙手絕對不放

下一站是不是天堂　就算失望不能絕望

我和我驕傲的倔強　我在風中大聲的唱

這一次為自己瘋狂　就這一次　我和我的倔強

期待着不一样的早晨 :)

惨咯!

2011-11-13T03:33:00.000-08:00

我白白浪费了拜六和礼拜一整天了 .....
等下还要去打羽毛球.....
这个weekend就将浪费了咯~
下星期起，我得从新编排我的时间了，
剩下两个星期给我完成四分assignment
和准备应付我的finals了....

加油！加油！

不许再浪费时间咯！

Sometimes 有时候有时候 ........

2011-11-12T06:21:00.000-08:00

有时候有时候我真的不晓得那些没说出的话是我不想说还是害怕说出来。
但我真的好想和你说你的新发型真的很好看，很漂亮，很淑女，但又不失可爱的笑容。
那天晚上，我和她的服装所选的色系竟然是一样的，心里莫名有些喜悦但又不释于言语。

新年快要来了，希望会有好的开始，好的改变，让龙弟的我开心开心一下。
下个星期也快来了，我的好兄弟们也提早为我庆祝我的生日了，所以本人
对下个星期没什么期待，但又希望会有意外的事情或东西发生吧？我想人人
都和我差不多吧？无论如何都会有些天马行空的期望 .......

好想大声的唱：有时候有时候我真的希望一切都简单
如果没有那段过去我们会否像现在将吗
有时候有时候我真的希望有个人
能够教会我该如何勇敢的去爱与被拒绝

肥肥的我

~ J.U.K.E ~

2011-10-17T09:50:00.000-07:00

~ Nissan Navara ~

2011-10-14T10:59:00.000-07:00

New DraMa !

2011-10-11T10:26:00.000-07:00

Perfume....

2011-10-10T10:18:00.001-07:00

[Filial Piety] Do it Whenever You're still Capable of Doing So

2011-10-10T08:40:00.000-07:00

媳妇说：“煮淡一点你就嫌没有味道，现在煮咸一点你却说咽不下，你究竟怎么样？”

母亲一见儿子回来，二话不说便把饭菜往咀里送。她怒瞪他一眼。他试了一口，马上吐出，儿子说：“我不是说过了吗，妈有病不能吃太咸！”

“那好！妈是你的，以后由你来煮！”媳妇怒气冲冲地回房。

儿子无奈地轻叹一声，然后对母亲说：“妈，别吃了，我去煮个面给你。”

“仔，你是不是有话想跟妈说，是就说好了，别憋在心里！”

“妈，公司下个月升我职，我会很忙，至于老婆，她说很想出来工作，所以……”

母亲马上意识到儿子的意思：“仔，不要送妈去老人院。”声音似乎在哀求。

儿子沉默片刻，他是在寻找更好的理由。

“妈，其实老人院并没有甚么不好，你知道老婆一但工作，一定没有时间好好服侍你。老人院有吃有住有人服侍看顾，不是比在家里好得多吗？”

“可是，阿财叔他……”

洗了澡，草草吃了一碗方便面，儿子便到书房去。他茫然地伫立于窗前，有些犹豫不决。母亲轻便守寡，含辛茹苦将他抚养成人，供他出国读书。但她从不用年轻时的牺牲当作要挟他孝顺的筹码，反而是妻子以婚姻要挟他！真的要让母亲住老人院吗？他问自己，他有些不忍。

“可以陪你下半世的人是你老婆，难道是你妈吗？”阿财叔的儿子总是这样提醒他。

“你妈都这么老了，好命的话可以活多几年，为何不趁这几年好好孝顺她呢？树欲静而风不息，子欲养而亲不在啊！”亲戚总是这样劝他。

儿子不敢再想下去，深怕自己真的会改变初衷。傍晚，太阳收敛起灼热的金光，躲在山后憩息。一间建在郊外山岗的一座贵族老人院。是的，钱用得越多，儿子才心安理得。当儿子领着母亲步入大厅时，崭新的电视机，42吋荧幕正播放着一部喜剧，但观众一点笑声也没有。几个衣着一样，发型一样的老妪歪歪斜斜地坐在发沙上，神情呆滞而落寞。有个老人在自言自语，有个正缓缓弯下腰，想去捡起掉在地上的一块饼干。儿子知道母亲喜欢光亮，所以为她选了一间阳光充足的房间。从窗口望出去，树荫下，一片芳草如茵。几名护士推着坐在轮椅的老者在夕阳下散步，四周悄然寂静得令人心酸。纵有夕阳无限好，毕竟已到了黄昏，他心中低低叹息。

“妈，我……我要走了！”母亲只能点头。

他走时，母亲频频挥手，她张着没有牙的嘴，苍白干燥的咀唇在嗫嚅着，一副欲语还休的样子。儿子这才注意到母亲银灰色的头发，深陷的眼窝以及打着细褶的皱脸。

母亲，真的老他霍然记起一则儿时旧事。那年他才6岁，母亲有事回乡，不便携他同行，于是把他寄住在阿财叔家几天。母亲临走时，他惊恐地抱着母亲的腿不肯放，伤心大声号哭道：“妈妈不要丢下我！妈妈不要走！”最后母亲没有丢下他。

他连忙离开房间，顺手把门关上，不敢回头，深恐那记忆像鬼魅似地追缠而来。

他回到家，妻子与岳母正疯狂的把母亲房里的一切扔个不亦乐乎。身高3呎的奖杯——那是他小学作文比赛”我的母亲”第1名的胜利品！华英字典——那是母亲整个月省吃省用所买给他的第1份生曰礼物！还有母亲临睡前要擦的风湿油，没有他为她擦，带去老人院又有甚么意义呢？

“够了，别再扔了！”儿子怒吼道。

“这么多垃圾，不把它扔掉，怎么放得下我的东西。”岳母没好气地说。

“就是嘛！你赶快把你妈那张烂床给抬出去，我明天要为我妈添张新的！”

一堆童年的照片展现在儿子眼前，那是母亲带他到动物园和游乐园拍的照片。

“它们是我妈的财产，一样也不能丢！”

“你这算甚态度？对我妈这么大声，我要你向我妈道歉！”

“我娶你就要爱你的母亲，为甚么你嫁给我就不能爱我的母亲？”

雨后的黑夜分外冷寂，街道萧瑟，行人车辆格外稀少。一辆宝马在路上飞驰，频频闯红灯，陷黄格，呼一声又飞驰而过。那辆轿车一路奔往山岗上的那间老人院，停车直奔上楼，推开母亲卧房的门。他幽灵似地站着，母亲正抚摸着风湿痛的双腿低泣。

她见到儿子手中正拿着那瓶风湿油，显然感到安慰的说：“妈忘了带，幸好你拿来！”

他走到母亲身边，跪了下来。“很晚了，妈自己擦可以了，你明天还要上班，回去吧！”

他嗫嚅片刻，终于忍不住啜泣道：“妈，对不起，请原谅我！我们回家去吧！”

后语

随着自己愈长大，看着父母亲脸庞从年轻变憔悴，头发从乌丝变白发,动作从迅捷变缓慢，多心疼！父母亲总是将最好、最宝贵的留给我们，像蜡烛不停的燃烧自己，照亮孩子！而我呢？有没有腾出一个空间给我的父母，或者只是在当我需要停泊岸时，才会想起他们..其实父母亲要的真的不多，只是一句随意的问候“爸、妈，你们今天好吗？”随意买的宵夜，煮一顿再普通不过的晚餐，睡前帮他们盖盖被子，天冷帮他们添衣服、戴手套...都能让他们高兴温馨很久。有时，我常在想：我希望我的子女以后如何对我。那现在，我有没有如此对待我的父母？我相信，人是环环相扣的；现在，你如何对待你的父母；以后，你的子女就如何待你。朋友，人世间最难报的就是父母恩，愿我们都能：以反哺之心奉敬父母，以感恩之心孝顺父母！

Bruce is still Bruce

2011-10-10T08:30:00.000-07:00

Life is all about how we live on our own life, not for others, so stop restricting yourself or fear being hate by someone because if they are our real friends, they would only love and like the way we are rather than modify us become an "ideal" friends. Somehow if there are certain behavior is really awful, i allow they to "adjust" me a bit, haha, smile everyday my dear friends :p

[I am Unique all the way i am] by BeHeMoth BrUCe

~ My NeW NotEB00K ~

2011-10-09T09:27:00.000-07:00

As shown above, this is my latest notebook that i bought since my last dell notebook screen damaged and i don't i intend to repair it anyway. I love it xD

Practically the features i most adore with this laptop is the audio quality - by Bang & Olufsen ICEpower speaker, the palm cooling system, the extraordinary glossy shinny black cover, wide HD screen and not for the less, the additional mini BASS do increase my enjoyment while gaming or watching movie.

It cost me around RM2,700. Although this amount of money burden me a lots yet i choosen to buy ASUS N55SF laptop. Not only for the usage of doing assignment, project, research but also for slightly gaming use and watching movies. What i really wanna emphasis on this laptop is the audio speaker is absolutely the best laptop speaker i ever heard. The clarity of the music and song is trully amazing. I really adore my new laptop xD

iPhone 4s - [CoMinG S00N]

2011-10-09T04:22:00.000-07:00

This phone is now called Unique because of its latest feature that will appear in the market 5 more days ! It's called [Siri] , i think i would call this sound system command. Oh boy , i gonna grab it as soon as iPhone 4s is on sales in Malaysia :)

Which mean i need to start save money for this iPhone xD

Maybe i should set up an independent account specially to fund this?

It's my aim for the meantime ~ Oh Yeaaasss ~~

funny

2011-10-03T08:12:00.000-07:00

it has been ages since my last update and what i suddenly recall and feel like wanna said is only that i just realize we are friends for three months only, such a funny thing lols

2 days more

2011-05-29T01:43:00.001-07:00

Two days more & i'm off for my short holiday :)

IT IG IW

2011-05-10T08:04:00.000-07:00

i think i have become quite sensitive lately ....

i guess i have become quite sensitive lately ...

i wonder i have become quite sensitive lately ...

W.H.Y ? Why suddenly become like this, she only no sms with me 1 day and im so sensitive ? zzzzzz wake up pls bruce :(

It's Really End & I'm Glad About This

2011-05-06T22:57:00.000-07:00

No need to mention in details ....

The main point is it's really end already ....

No more those kind of feeling or heartbeat anymore ...

Currently i am proud to announce that i am OFFICIALLY SINGLE NOW :)

Since When 从何开始

2011-05-04T10:46:00.000-07:00

I am not really sure since when our communication is only restricted only by observing each other wall to know what really happens instead of talking to each another .....

the gap ..... is getting longer
the distance .... is getting far far away

our relationship ..... is getting colder

although my heart might ache .... i can only say i really don't know what to do ...

it's impossible for us to become good friends like the past anymore

although i might not be the one for you , yet i am one of your past ....

that you might don't want to remember anymore ...

the dot is getting many because i am really tired ... exhausted

Bad Luck ....

2011-04-29T06:27:00.000-07:00

I just started to have the intention to save money to buy myself a new vehicle and now an Accident hit on me straight away ....

Celaka old type lorry or hilux or whatever car you are , GO DIE ~ DIE BEFORE MY EYES !

Accident

2011-04-28T09:15:00.001-07:00

..................

[^-^] My Passport

2011-04-25T17:33:00.000-07:00

2011-04-21T06:46:00.001-07:00

:)

2011-03-18T03:23:00.000-07:00

i learned my lesson .... not going to rush whenever i wanna buy something ~

i hope that i am going to able to find my desire watch in SG :)

weee ~~ awaiting June to come xD

2011-03-06T05:36:00.001-08:00

不管过了多久

仍然可以在你心里发酵的人

才叫做爱情吧

2011-03-03T07:28:00.000-08:00

如何才称得上放手的爱

是不再关心？

是不再联络？

是不再为她做任何事情？

我真的不知 ....

就是不知道

我知女人心

2011-02-28T19:04:00.001-08:00

2011-02-27T04:15:00.000-08:00

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're f*cking perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty please, if you ever feel like you're nothing
You are perfect to me...

GatherinG

2011-02-25T08:18:00.000-08:00

tonight horsey , monkey and me have a gathering with wei hong ~ as usual we went to coffee bean to have a cup of double chocolate and chatting there ....

there lots of things to chat about when we gather ...

what is most important i get it, i gonna have to seriously plan my future ...

regardless about saving money or finding a better job with better salaries which able to accommodate my needs and wants ...

there is many business opportunities as we all can see, just that we might don't have enough fund or the guts to start it because it cost a sum of money as well.

my dear friends pls advise me a bit ... do i really need an ipod shuffle for listening music, i admit i am music addicts, but not until the level which i need music everywhere, sometimes i might can just use my satio to listen song even though the quality of the sound is not as beauty or nice as apple ipod shuffle .... or i should just save money for iphone 4 ? satio might can be sell and i should get a decent camera which really operates as a camera ... hahaha

really need to seriously manage my financial stats right now ... prevent me from keep spending money unstoppable .....

btw i really hope i able to lose my weight until 80kg .... which is perfect for my height .... hope this time i got enough will to hold me to continue exercise ....

ToPicLeSs

2011-02-22T07:58:00.000-08:00

It's been a tiring day for me =.=

Lately almost everyday i get the chance to go out, driving my boss car, deliver stock to different places. I am not trying to argue how much i don't like this job, but my hand just haven't recover yet ..... @#$%$% so painful ah my hand whenever i have to lift those stock >< It's been month .... i wonder when can my hand recover Zzzzz

btw reli kinda broke lately ..... still gt so many things haven't buy, and im waiting my salaries for those items ... My ipod shuffle .... my laptop bag .... what else ?

Owh ! My car ! i have to start saving money to buy car lor ....

2 aims of 2011 years .... gonna try to make some time to exercise .... and also save money for my car, either it gonna be corolla altis .... honda city .... mazda 3 @ 6 ..
havent make up my mind which gonna be my choice !

Initial = Im small gas

2011-02-21T05:27:00.000-08:00

Im small gas, so there is no point arguing about that :)

Since in the beginning you chosen to push me away and left me behind then don't ever hope you can get me back afterward !

Bear that in your mind !

是不够爱还是那不过是喜欢罢了

2011-02-19T06:00:00.000-08:00

感撼 .... 就知道累了

这感觉就是这么累吗?

折腾我的心

Fading Away

2011-02-19T05:49:00.001-08:00

lately i been busy re-arranging my whole music library so that i would able to put the song i like into my future ipod shuffle that i planned to buy today. but sadly there is no more stock left and i have to wait until next month then i am able to buy ~ aduhai ... sianz chin ah ..... need wait until next month but bobian lor

currently im also looking for a good quality and performace in-earphone which won't be so costly for me ..... any good introduction mah ? preferable 2.1mm jack head one ....

2011-02-14T16:59:00.000-08:00

officially ended , i lose ;)

这结局

早就知

为何

我的心

还是会抽痛

眼泪还会流 .......

Can I or May I ?

2011-02-12T08:54:00.000-08:00

Woah .... im suprised by myself also ....

Can i tell you that i really miss you ?

我的异想天空

2011-02-11T06:27:00.000-08:00

我还蛮喜欢幻想这个那个的一个男人

我还记得将来我买车的话

车牌将会有三个选择 A) 5200 B) 1117 C) 7895

和我熟的人都大概知道为什么 5200 是我首选的车牌吧

到现在我还活在梦里

幻想有那么一天会和她在一起

每个人的表达情感的方式都不一样

而我就在这儿诉说心事

每个人都有他去喜欢或爱的方式

只要做到了就没什么好后悔了

因为我们都尝试过

也许我没每晚都想你

但每当下雨天我都会想起你

因为你说过你喜欢下雨天

即使我不了解这其中的含义

我依旧喜欢你喜欢的东西

情人节快到了

希望你会有愉快的一天

Haiz ..... just not enough ...

2011-01-26T07:09:00.000-08:00

for tis cny .... nt yet finish buy la

i edi buy

======================================================================

1 diesel jeans = rm160

1 A.D jeans = rm 40

1 3/4 pant = rm 70

1 soda t-shirts = rm 65

1 diesel t-shirt = rm 60

1 esprit long sleeves = rm230

=======================================================================

i think i need to buy some more long sleeves t-shirt or plain t-shirt ><

Sometimes i really just need

2011-01-24T17:00:00.001-08:00

Sometimes i really just need some simple caring word by someone who cares about me ....

Just a simple : " oi .... sick liao don't fb here la ..... go rest "

It's warmth enough for the whole night ......

UntitleD

2011-01-23T05:36:00.000-08:00

really boring ......

no mood watch movie .....

no mood play game .....

no mood shopping .....

no mood for anything .....

讲钱伤感情~真的很无言

2010-12-17T03:56:00.000-08:00

我已没人和我谈心事了 ... 只好在这发泄

“好朋友” .... 平时一通电话都懒得打给我，有事需要我出钱就一天可以五六通电话的打

朋友生日 ... 说什么一定要请一年一次罢了 .... 没钱都去左拼右拼都要找到钱

朋友生日 ... 说什么一定要送礼物 ....

就找我出钱 ....

我生日时说没钱 .... 不好意思，忙着考试 ... 改天补给你 ....

补到大西洋去了，每个人都遗忘了这件事 ....

我说了要礼物就说：不好意思，我最近好穷 .....

我的心真的好冷 .... 冷到冰了吧

我不是很想去计较 .... 不过他们真的就是这样, 我能如何 ?

我没力气去计较什么 .... 废话一大堆 ....

2010-12-12T02:37:00.000-08:00

决定了

既然我都不懂爱

我也懒的去明白

现在的我，必须好好管理我的钱包啊！

must have financial planning

1st requirement - cannot be greedy

突然

2010-12-12T01:09:00.000-08:00

突然的我
好想问我
究竟我是
喜欢她的
什么东西
什么事情

而我自己
却答不出

此刻的悲伤
此时的寂寞

真的让我
无法捉摸

im tired

2010-11-21T08:29:00.000-08:00

i noe i ain't suppose owes mourning bout im tired ....

but im reli trying hard to maintain all ..... my brotherhood friendship & my sista side friendship .... somehow ... someone dun like me doing so .... as resulted .... im turned into the refrigerator by someone .... my heart reli ache everytime when i think bout it .... im jus reli tired ....

2010-11-14T04:26:00.000-08:00

我曾以你为我中心，
而你却无视我的存在 ....
我不明白你想如何 ....
但我累了 ....
这是真的累了

Either stay or leave .....

起初只是朋友

2010-10-28T23:30:00.001-07:00

坐在窗边看夜景
等着黎明的来临
夜空布满了星星
仿佛点燃着你的名
曾经拥有的回忆
是否会像颗流星
光芒绚丽划过天际
消失后毫无痕迹
起初只是朋友而已
这个故事谁不熟悉
美丽的结局我不敢肯定
等待你的回应
以后是否能再继续
这份感情若带给你恐惧
我宁愿隐藏在心底
在这一夜我没有睡
一直后悔为何要把自己说清
万一只是万一
我就会一瞬间
完全失去你

Wanna say : 你不知道的事

2010-10-25T19:36:00.001-07:00

I - Me - Myself

2010-10-25T17:29:00.000-07:00

I am starting to get tired already with ... all this

Maybe just because i too believed in Fairytales would come truth one day ...

This all is just imagination ....

I am just very tired ......

Letting ppl monitor my emotion & feeling ...

Being single is also very enjoying rather than keep liking a person meanwhile i noe im jus like a stupiak ..... ?

just

2010-10-15T10:37:00.001-07:00

i just wanna said i really miss you ....

almost all the things u taught me .... i remember ...

u taught me how it felt like when we are missing someone ....

and now im really missing u .... deeply ...

our life is too short ..... so i just have to spent my time to know u better ...

my only private space ......

2010-10-14T10:21:00.000-07:00

can i request for one thing ? whenever i helped u or do anything for u .... pls dun say thanks .... cuz it reli hurts ...

until 2dae then i found out .... why i felt hurt whenever she say thanks .... maybe tat is bcuz wht i want is not a thanks ....

frankly speaking, im a kind of person tat wont do things tat resulted zero to me one ..
at least tat wht i think of myself ....

somehow ... when it come to her ... all things changed ... my attitude ... my behavior
example normally i owes scold rude words in my chatting .... but whenever im wif her, it seem quite impossible for me to say any rude word ....

my mood .... is decided by her every word .... every action .... every glances ....

if she say hi ~ im veri happy
if she say bye ~ my heart dropped ...

i never knew hw it felt like of missing a person ....
when i gettin to know tat i nt goin to heard any news from her for weeks ....
unable to see her face ..... heard her voice .... anything anything from her ...
my heart is shivering cuz im scared .... i also duno wht i scare bout ...

im ugly .... im fat .... im disgusting ....

but yet i guess i have the right to like someone i reli liked , right ?

my life is been like my usual life until she stepped in .... the images was like a film ..... flowing from the day i knew her existence ..... smk chung hua ...... until we happen to met each other and sit together eating pizza during form 5 ... i never reli noticed she .... until the day we met again in college .... everything was so different ... the feeling .... the way it flow ... it's amazing ....

but still the stories go on ....

phew ..... i feel relieved after ojibala here .....

places where only me can express my feeling freely

2010-10-12T10:23:00.000-07:00

sometimes i really wish she dun be so independent .... So tat i able stay beside her silently .... Lols im happy tat im still here by ur side

Know

2010-10-10T10:33:00.000-07:00

Sometimes we just wish to know more things about someone .... like usual day experience and their planning etc .... but somehow knowing too much make me feel quite headache also because i tempt to care too much things like that even though i am just an ordinary friend to her ....

eh even though are very good colleague .... 3 guy 1 gal in 1 room is really....

can i go with u @@ ? zzzzzz

STOP THINKING DUDE

i can feel it

2010-10-08T08:56:00.000-07:00

i can feel my presence doesn't make she any happier .... mostly more pressure ...

guess it's time for me to retreat from her life .... bit by bit .... 0 connection ..

sometimes

2010-10-06T04:32:00.001-07:00

有时候真的不知道该哭还是该笑 .....

2010-09-25T18:20:00.000-07:00

yesterday i just wanna said " today you are extraordinary beautiful without those make-up " , you seem to be the most purify and beautiful angel ..... in my depth heart ....

Hmm ......

2010-09-19T10:34:00.000-07:00

Frankly speaking, i really don't know how to like or love a person properly ....
It's been years i guess, since i found out that i liked that person ....

现在的我

不知这样的喜欢会持续多少久

不知我何时才能停止这些感觉

I only know that i am unable to stop thinking about her everyday ....

All i can do is stay aside from her view ...

Keep updated her news & silently looking at her ....

Maybe just because i never truly love one before causing me devoting almost everything

Well .... not really everything, because i am 1st timer, i was able to hold back 20%

using gaming time & hanging out with friends to spend my time ...

I still remember ones said: " don't love someone because you are lonely, love because you need them desperately."

Somehow i don't really understand those phrases ...

EXample: when most of the times i was talking about how to slim down, most of my friends said yea you should do it, it's good for your health and bla bla bla

Meanwhile she would always said: " You are who you are, don't try to make changes on yourself just because of others."

Does she means i should not change my present looks & attitude just because of her?

I don't really get what gals means sometimes, it's quite troubling me ...

Aiks .. Aiks .... I really don't know what to do already ....

Kinda hoping this year gonna be a good year for me, don't know why so many changes happen within my old friends ... Connection seem to be lost ... Perhaps misunderstanding occurs but both remain silent & lets it be ....

I wished that this year my birthday gonna be a bit different ...

Wish to be very very meaningful to me ....

I expect something to happen or someone .... xxx

i just wanna sing :

我真的真的好想你

却不知该如何表达

只好把这份深情

埋藏在我的心底

也许我不够成熟

也许我不够爱你

也许我们没缘分

。。。。。。。。

Sometimes

2010-09-18T10:30:00.000-07:00

Sometimes life is just very tiring ..... until i wanna find someone to speak with ..

when i look into my hp ... i jus realized there nt much friends which i can speak

with, the one tat im willing to share all my feeling and things happen on me & around

me ... maybe are jus nt interested in listening it .... which make me dun even bother

to find her .....

Time passby .... hoping i could forget her is jus becoming kinda impossible ....

as everyday i will try to get know more bout her news and sort on ...

hoping i could help her out no matter in wht kind of things .....

Tis things is kinda blind i think ..... cuz we willin to do things without hoping

anything in return .... am i Blind nw ?

@@

2010-09-05T10:40:00.000-07:00

no matter how hard i try to avoid .... no matter how far i try to run away ..... when you suddenly pop out .... the feeling is owes there ....

maybe im jus too noob to knw how to chase a gal properly .... might as well do everything according to my feeeling

hope it feel better for both of us ....

Step Up 3 is AWESOME

2010-08-31T02:38:00.001-07:00

the music is cool

the daNce is cool

the ActorS is cool

the movie is so cool ^^

I Guess ... ?

2010-08-29T06:06:00.000-07:00

Has the time arrive for me to give up everything i hold on for so long ?

I started to feel very tired & exhausted .....

Im collapsing ..... & there is nobody there for me ....

but only on my own .... myself .... alone ....

How Long Has It Been ?

2010-08-21T09:21:00.000-07:00

有种说不出的思念

想说却不敢表达的

Lyrics

2010-08-19T22:15:00.000-07:00

却说不出你爱我的原因
却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情
却说不出在什么场合曾让你动心
说不出离开的原因

The Last Airbender

2010-08-18T16:38:00.001-07:00

well ... well .... well ...

2010-08-17T09:50:00.000-07:00

it's ord 2 day since i got contact with her ..... how come i feel like it been weeks edi =.= when it's onli 2 days .... oh boy tis feeling is reli kinda torturing leh ...
until nw all i can onli said is i liked her and the feeling is quite right when im with her and i reli duno wht is love like ..... ? im a moron, isn't it ? reli funny sia

anyway .... after i bought my god d4mn rm800 specs ~ now im aiming for my next target ~ SATIO ~ HP ~ IM COMING FOR U AH ..... WAIT ME BEAUTY ~~

lols ......

2010-08-16T08:16:00.000-07:00

jus wanna ask all my dear friends ... how u guys doin lately ?

My Life

2010-08-15T09:10:00.000-07:00

My life has owes been so empty until u stepped in my life as a friend ....

My life has never been so fulfilled with ones memories ......

I jus wanna said that i really miss u tis few day when u not around ....

It make me felt hw lonely i could be without ur existence ....

Even though i noe tat im nuthin more but a person walk by ur life only ....

最幸福的一句話 <我寫>

2010-08-09T17:33:00.000-07:00

也許你最想要的東西我給不了

但我卻能給你我的百分百的愛

诶可不可以买你的不快乐

2010-08-08T05:42:00.000-07:00

我懂了

2010-08-06T07:55:00.000-07:00

有時候話不用說的太多
有真心去感受就可以了

體驗過了﹐就是不一樣

好喜歡這感覺就是喜歡[你][你]

Understand

2010-08-02T18:24:00.000-07:00

i started to understand the feeling of trying to forget someone is really harder than you can even imagine ... when at the beginning, if you devoted too much into it, already destiny u gonna be the one who get hurt ....

As most peoples said .... the more u devoted in the relationship ..... the more deep u get hurt ..

But if i got chance ... i still rather to devote serious in one relationship ... cause this is our life .... be it or give it

你知道嗎﹖

2010-07-31T01:28:00.000-07:00

在我最痛苦的時候 ....

特別的想念你

你知不知道嗎﹖

what am i waiting for ?

2010-07-29T09:27:00.000-07:00

is love born to be selfish or what ?

i am also nt sure wht im doin nw edi

lying on bed ....

waiting for a msg tat would never come ....

waiting for a phone call tat would never come ....

thinking things tat in my imagination ....

im tired & exhausted yet refuse to give up ....

what am i so stubborn bout this ?

* sorry that i cannot keep my promise .....

duno why i jus wanna stare at fb .... waitin to see her status changed to offline then i can go for sleep ..... like an idiot .....

pls giv me chances to CRY LIKE A BABY , pls .....

STUDY !!! EXAM !!!

2010-07-28T06:43:00.001-07:00

Gonna start study now ~

No more blogging for the followin week !!!

Summer's Desire 泡沫之夏

2010-07-26T07:06:00.000-07:00

好多好多 .....

2010-07-26T03:31:00.000-07:00

有时真的好想告诉你我有很多话想和你说 ...
但遇见你时却什么也说不出来也想不起来 ...

我到底在说些什么 ....

i been thinking ....

2010-07-25T18:31:00.000-07:00

i been thinking whether i am missing you
because i am lonely or it is because i been
missing you make me more lonely ....

after thinkin for nite .....

i come out with an answer ...

i been missing you all the time & tis make me more lonely ....

[你][你]

2010-07-23T18:40:00.000-07:00

如果很爱，很爱过一个人。
就算以后不能够在一起也觉得无悔。
因为能够认识对方已经是一生中最美好的缘分。

可是真的好想好好去爱你 .....

勇敢的尝试

2010-07-23T17:09:00.000-07:00

现在开始，我尽量每一天的三餐，其中一餐必须有菜！！！

dreaming .....

2010-07-23T01:37:00.000-07:00

long time ago when i start realizing i have been dreaming .... i found out most of my dream related to ym daily routine .... it was like most things happen around me appear in my dream days before it really happen ....

but lately my dream has become quite ridiculous .... i started to dream bout someone tat i tot i will never dream bout ..... the dream was quite sweet, i dream that she accepted me & we were having such a beautiful moment together ... but in reality ... bck few weeks she rejected me but im still happy tat we are friends tat is as close as before i said those word .... duno why i dun feel as sad or painful sometimes now but jus a bit sweetener in ny life .... as like to enlighten my life and makin it better eventhough it's nt perfect

Please Don't

2010-07-21T09:09:00.000-07:00

请不要不开心

应为我会难过

看见这样的你

感觉你的感受

让我无比心疼

The Best of Me

2010-07-20T09:39:00.001-07:00

Bingo ....

2010-07-20T07:13:00.001-07:00

Missing You .....

2010-07-18T08:12:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.

Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure, if I knew you were missing me too.

有时总觉得我的脑袋没有很清醒 .....
反而心的感觉是那么的真实 ...

潜意识有可能是骗人的 ....
但心的感觉总骗不了的 ....

没有她的这一天

2010-07-18T03:39:00.000-07:00

总想发一个短信给她，又怕打扰她平静的生活 .....
却总是很想很想念她，只好默默的听着音乐 ....

Bruce's Fantasy

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Sometimes 有时候有时候 ........

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Bruce is still Bruce

~ My NeW NotEB00K ~

iPhone 4s - [CoMinG S00N]

funny

2 days more

IT IG IW

It's Really End & I'm Glad About This

Since When 从何开始

Bad Luck ....

Accident

[^-^] My Passport

:)

我知女人心

GatherinG

ToPicLeSs

Initial = Im small gas

是不够爱 还是那不过是喜欢罢了

Fading Away

Can I or May I ?

我的异想天空

Haiz ..... just not enough ...

Sometimes i really just need

UntitleD

讲钱伤感情~真的很无言

突然

im tired

起初只是朋友

Wanna say : 你不知道的事

I - Me - Myself

just

my only private space ......

places where only me can express my feeling freely

Know

i can feel it

sometimes

Hmm ......

Sometimes

@@

Step Up 3 is AWESOME

I Guess ... ?

最近的我

How Long Has It Been ?

Lyrics

The Last Airbender

well ... well .... well ...

lols ......

My Life

最幸福的一句話 <我寫>

诶 可不可以买你的不快乐

我懂了

Understand

你知道嗎﹖

what am i waiting for ?

STUDY !!! EXAM !!!

Summer's Desire 泡沫之夏

好多好多 .....

是不够爱还是那不过是喜欢罢了

诶可不可以买你的不快乐